I asked,
Begged,
Pleaded
For you to stop.
But the truth of the matter was
You were a train without brakes;
You couldn't be stopped
Until you ran out of tracks to guide you.
And even then,
You would go on,
Soaring recklessly until you,
Inevitably,
Crashed and burned
And lost all the wonder you once had.
And the day I realized this
Was the same day
I stopped asking,
Stopped begging,
Stopped pleading
For you to stop.
Because this was the day
I realized
That a broken, unsteady,
Out of control train like you
Stops for no one.
(a.m.)