Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
 Dec 2014 Sam
Joanna Oz
deadly desire for
heavy-lidded gazes and lightning hands slick sliding,
grasping and groping, ground-flung from under me
all assuring this hummingbird heart
"you are wonderful, wistful, wanted"

averting anticipation of
deadpan eyes locked on distant nondescript figures,
the end was wrapped in the beginning, fumbled attempt
at a weightless chemical explosion, gravity is a cruel master - whispering
"that which goes up, must come down"

up and down and up and down and up and down
and back and forth and inside out -
round about box stepping, and white lie butterfly kissing.
seal my coffin with the mangled guts of that mixed tape,
so if i try to come back for you i'll hear
"mute your foolish heart, he was born to flee"
 Dec 2014 Sam
Kelsey Doolittle
my lips are frozen

but you are beautiful

The only way I am able

to express

is to write it in icing

with a single candle in the middle

to represent the birth of the amalgamation

of silly, musical, poetic musings

which float like rain clouds

waiting to be opened again
 Dec 2014 Sam
Devon Webb
Hands
 Dec 2014 Sam
Devon Webb
Your hands fit
perfectly into my
skinny spaces
as if the
primary-school outline
of your palm
was drawn
just for me.
 Dec 2014 Sam
Devon Webb
White Noise
 Dec 2014 Sam
Devon Webb
I make up
conversations
in my head
constructed from the
words you never
say.

I still can't decide
if silence
would be preferable.
 Dec 2014 Sam
Kelsey Doolittle
The dimly lit doorway

into a place where you only

spend five minutes and five bucks

the place between lost

and I’m willing to lose it all

the highway, a tongue

and this, just a taste bud

the simple reward of sweet

combined with the punishing truth

that this is the last stop before the end

this is where I find

what I’m looking for
 Nov 2014 Sam
Jessica Evans
Galaxies
 Nov 2014 Sam
Jessica Evans
I want someone who sees my freckles as galaxies
And my scars as stories.
Who tells me my eyes are beautiful
And that my crooked teeth are charming.
I need someone who makes me feel as happy
As I feel when I write poetry.
Who makes me realize that I don’t need a lover,
But sometimes it’s okay to want one.
Then I realize as I trace the freckles on my arm,
That I already see them as galaxies.
And I know the stories behind my scars.
My eyes are my favorite feature
And **** my crooked teeth are awesome.
I write poetry and it makes me happy,
So why do I want a person to share that with?
I have everything here,
I love myself more than anyone could ever love me.
I found this in my old notes and cried a little
 Nov 2014 Sam
rsc
duty/beauty
 Nov 2014 Sam
rsc
Old soul connects to
foreign body, moving
beautiful and dutiful
nutrients from point a
to point b; in this human
body cell sits centuries of
shaking table ornaments and
a quivering sense of gratitude as
orange meets purple meets blue.
Good morning lovely!
You are the sun beaming magnificent.
You have a gift that
you must keep secret
until it whispers its way through you.
You will sooner than later
break in two and
create a path of solar systems.
I have the energy of
an uncrushed coffee bean
singing praises to its mother.
Oh, thank you dear giver!
For I see the light
reverberating out of my
wrist bones and
showing the silence which
accoutrement best fits.
I am wearing me in the latest fall fashion,
how nice!
I am vibrating toothpick nonsense,
I am sweet potato princess,
hinged on old selifes
taken in bad lighting.
Old cells in a
new body, flimsy and throwaway.
How do you balance?
Can I be four, five, and a billion twenty three?
I am a built-up web of contradictions
flirting each other into oblivion.
Lips hinge on every last smoked cigarette,
******* cancer down;
beautiful, dutiful disease
having its way slowly but surely with the universe.
Did you ask first?
She is a magnificent mistress who
deserves at least the tenderness
of a question.
You can do better, darling,
than a flicked eyebrow upwards and
the rolling thoughts of "Me, me, me,"
on repeat in endless sequence.
Can't you see the patterns,
the exquisite dance between
embroidery and thin willow wisps of thread?
Each one of you is
countless stitch marks,
beautiful patchwork crescents
calling out "Who is your maker?"
from the quilted cosmos.
I will catch my breath from its endless throwing,
and I will sell my soul to a constant want for knowing.
 Nov 2014 Sam
Joanna Oz
my professor tells me that
'we often infer our attitudes through behavior
rather than direct action through intention'
so i'm picking apart
my every move - rewind, re-watch, repeat
the black & white play continuously fluctuates
through infinite shades of gray
as i'm retracing, re-reading between my swiveling lines
to interpret my flip flopping flightiness
i'm flitting across the floor
and my forward motion propels me backwards
into a merry go round of maybe, possibly, & sort of
blurred up & down, up & down, round & round
past decisions that I regurgitated
and now re-ingest to reinforce their meaning
but the recurrent ambivalence I taste
keeps my see-saw heart swinging
and i'd love to have a hand to hold
but all i'm finding are holes to sink into
and the blanket of darkness provides a comforting
lack of sight, but growth lies in the light
so i'll backpedal with all my might
hop on your rocket ship & take a deja vu trip
to the land of indecision where our hearts live.
 Oct 2014 Sam
Jake Meizell
New old records play as the caster of my shadow gets a new job because he is wilder than wonderland
New old records play as my source is tamed by long dark hair and eyes the color of earth
New old records play as my father disappoints his father as easy as habit
New old records play as my mother flexes a rebellious muscle again
New old records play as my role model prays that the caster of my shadow will age like the wine they love
New old records play as the shadow dances gleefully in a field, unaware of the commitment, the anguish, the love around him
Old records play as the shadow out grows the subject and makes a 12 year old a meal from rote
 Oct 2014 Sam
adam hicks
this is my body
all awkward limbs & jagged frame
a mountain of bones
arranged haphazardly around wooden joints
i didn't want to be a “real boy”
but i didn't want to be a real girl either
i wanted to be a beach ball
or a kite
now my throat is a chimney
my lungs are a fire
& i don’t care who’s between my legs
as long as they spread me
like bible pages
that’s to say,
i don’t believe in god
unless i’m getting nailed
or writing boys eulogies in my underwear
the way i draw maps on my skin
to where the wild things went
i think monster in the closet
is synonymous with my coming out of it
skeletons and all
clinging to me
like dream catchers
full of expectation
that got caught in their nets
that’s why i take
"proceed with caution"
signs so seriously
and i do,
i do at night when i am alone
far from home
& scared that my gay is showing
i do
when boys want more
than to just split me in two
& leave both halves of me
draped over the bed
i do
when it comes to loving him
so unconditionally
that my heart feels like
the only muscle in my body
with any fight left
this is my body
it’s bent & broken
with anxieties
but it is mine.
Next page