It is not easy to swim in the sea
I have to go with the waves
But find something to hold on

It is not easy to fly in the sky
I have to go with the wind
But still need to care for my wings

It is not easy to just follow with the flow
I have to listen and then I have to feel
I have to see like I have to consider

It is not easy to be a human
I want to be good
But it is not just about me

Life is like that
We cannot hold all what we want
But the truth is we were given what we need

Life is learning
To live what we need to be
And not always the way we want it to be

Life is a continuous study
An unending way of learning
For to live is to learn who we are
And who we should be...

I lost my inner poet
apparently she was last seen
just staring idly into space

She was sitting with her notebook,
gently pondering
in a quiet, tucked away place

I could only see the back of her
she wouldn't turn around
I so wanted to see her face

She was always so quiet
and very often reflective
working at her own steady pace

Not only am I left without poetry
I am also lost for words
she may have taken them all
along with my grace

The search will continue
maybe until the end of my days
as I fear she's left no trace

I don't care if I break as long as I feel something.
Cause just being okay, is not okay.

Humans can be cruel
am left to reminisce on the brutality
The look on  your faces
Excitment, fears and tears

Why do you invent things that will harm you
Overwhelming your brain
I've heard violence begets more of it
all alone in a world gone mad
next time I'll pull the world underneath you

You defame death
but life made you suffer
I promise you life after death
Or maybe the sun won't rise tomorrow
Life isn't fun
till you see your enemies jealous
I promise you
today death will be more painful

I'll turn you into a morgue
****** with much enthusiasim
my intentions are wicked
thoughts lethal
I've set out to conquer
very sinful, fearless secrets