hello
it's been awhile
i thought you were never going to be here again
i thought i was stronger
i thought i could take care of myself, my brain
i thought sleep would come easier

i thought a lot of things.

welcome back, terror of the night.

this is my poetry
my creation, in words
as i am reborn through
the outpouring of thoughts
all coming together
to create
the picture in my head

i sit to write
but words won't come
mind not focusing
thoughts not processing
hope failing

My pockets
Miss your
Hands.
I cant keep them
As warm as you
Did.
I miss you too.

When I kissed you,
The world imploded,
But we were left untouched.

When I kissed you,
I was drifting,
Through the galaxies in your eyes.

When I kissed you,
My heartbeat intertwined with yours,
The way our hands did,
In your car,
On the way home.

When I kissed you,
It didn't matter that anyone could see us,
We are untouchable,
And infinite,
And endless.

I get it now,
This is love.