I want to hide you in my heart,
From lustful and ***** views .
I want to hide you in my smile.
From bad and cynic people .
I want to hide you in my soul
From gross and savage critics.
I know...
My love is hungry like hyena .
I know...
My love is thirsty like a demon.
I know...
My love is lonely like a killer.
I know...
My love...is here and waiting...
Are you coming?
I am waiting..
Dark...
You.
Me.
I.

My love vandalizing life slowly.
I don't want to hurt you.
But I can.
My lips are shredding the air.
I don't want to kiss you.
But I will.
My eyes are drinking your soul.
I don't want to love you.
BUT I AM ...
My room is cold and lonely.
Without you..
My lust is digging that loveless town.
In search of you..
My Life is drifting that pain away ..
From me...from you..
My love is hell and heaven..
I know... no colors...
Destructive ...
Tantalizing ...
Pushy..
Dark
But simple ..
Lonely..
Love ..
And
Me

Nobody coming to my funeral.
Friday.
Cold .
Dark.
Sticky..
Air is cutting my throat.
Sharp.
Shiny.
Pain.
Saturday.
My soul bleeding slowly .
Sunday.
Red.
Warm.
Thick .
Maybe I will see you soon.
Light.
Noise.
Talk.
Monday.
Funeral. ..
Is that my funeral??
No ..
...it is my life...

One day you Will walk away...
I don't want to let you ..
One day my
Heart will be broken
Onto thousand
shiny pieces..
The punch ..
Was sharp and heavy..
I can collect this pieces..
Next day.
It will not be easy..
But Jack will help...

Next morning.
Will be better..
You think..
But ..NO..
It isn't..
Even it is darker..
Raining..
Depressing
Gray..
But Jack can help..

I know that ,
If i hold you tight
I can harm you...
If not ,
You will be free
And not with me..
There Is no escape ..
From that ..
But Jack Will help..

I know...
You are so fragile ..
I am ..that Beast
Who love you..
I know ..i know
my face is ugly ...
My slappy hands..
My heart ..
But Jack can help..

The moral of
That story
Is very simple..
Beauty and
the Beast..
Can't live together ..
Never ..Ever..

...But Jack will help. ..

Who's Jack ?

Tonight i am here .
Drink.
No ice..
Just Jack...
Cigar..
Light..
Life..
Love..
Road..
Tonight no girl is coming ..
Memory ..
Only pain..
Dark..
No tears ..
No moon..
And Jack...
No ice..
Tonight pain is coming back..
Insensibility..
No mother .
Grave..
No love..
Death..
Cold ..
No flowers..
And Jack..
No ice..
End ..
No ice..

Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't touch
but love you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't promise
but want you.
Two lonely empty hands
for you.
They didn't beg
but hug you.

I know .
you didn't need me
to complete you.
I know.
You didn't want me
to fulfill you.
I know
You didn't
Ask to love you...

But...
I can stop...
For you.
Not me...
Because of love ..

For simple touch.
For lonely kiss.
For empty hand..
Don't ask..
Just beg ..
I will..
I want.
I am..
End.

We are healing each other,
With that destructive love.
We are loving each other,
With that disgusting desire .
Why I have you in my life?
Am I so lucky?
I don't know.
I don't ask.
I am happy since l met you.
I am happy if I kiss you.
I am happy when I love you.

Is that enough ?
Don't answer  me ...
I know that...

Your love is enough .
Every time.
Your love is a fight.
Every day.
Your love is a light.
Every night.
How long for?
I Don't know.
I Don't care.
As far as you are here.
As far as i can see you.
Every day..
Every week...
Every month...
To the end
Of the
World...
If i am lucky..