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 May 2016 Eternal Threshold
mak
he
 May 2016 Eternal Threshold
mak
he
he says were fine
so why do i feel like were not
my head is spinning
my stomach is in a knot
i have a fear of losing him
a craving for bruising me
should i tell him
or should i wait and see
i pick up a pen
and begin to stain
the patterns on my skin
relieve me of the pain
i long to feel
scars take too long to heal
il continue with my pen
in hopes that my mind
will mend
Her sea blue gaze arises half asleep.

In silent stasis, sovereign, doth she shine?

Her cadence pulls me inward like the deep.

How selfish would it be to call her mine?

Poseidon cries and grips his strident depths.

In time, I’ll feel the raindrops on my skin.

Beneath the ocean, soundless, I had slept.

Until her laughter drew me from within.

Like rivers with no guidance, I was lost.

She was the sand that swam among the waves.

I had no premonition that the cost

Of sinking in her silence was so grave.

Again, she pulled me deeper into pain.

And vowed that I would never feel the rain.
There are moments
when habit and subconscious imprison me
in an odd-shaped place I call my past

I find myself dialing your number,
heading towards your office,
and calling your name when I come home

I find myself straightening your toothbrush,
puffing your pillow,
and telling you to turn the lights off

I find myself
looking at your empty side of the bed and thinking "oh he's up early"

I believe its called a force of habit



But my God,

Am I dreadful
of losing the force
enclosing me
in my so-called
"prison"

Dreadful
of escaping this prison

for beyond its walls,
you are no longer here
The sound of the refrigerator is all I hear
It is the music of the movement of a tear
As it glides over a cold cheek bleak
Tones of deep sombre blues reek

A song so dark and depressing
It is the chant of the power of caressing
My cheek with a single tear
The sound of the refrigerator is all I hear

The ever present music just might
Make me lonesome tonight
You should never stop learning new things about yourself if you keep growing.
Keep changing, developing, expanding.

It's important to listen to different music,
watch documentaries and movies and TV shows, and read books that you may not think are for you.

They might be.
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