It is in poetry that I see
the flight of the birds,
the colors of beauty.
It is in poetry that I hear
the precious melodies
that people hold dear.
It is in poetry that I feel,
all of the feelings
that never got to heal.
you know what it means :)
My cup of coffee
reminds me of my mommy
She tried to **** me.
The clock tick tocks as my keyboard clicks.
I kept my eyes closed. Tightly closed.
I tightened my hold on my blanket, but it's already there.
Already down there.
Looking up at me, grinning manically.
Like a band aid, I fixed your shattered heart.
Like a band aid, I stuck too much
and now, I just want to be the scar.
Unlike the band aid, I can leave without opening your healing wounds.
And I also get to stay.
OKAH SO IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHY THE TITLE'S LIKE THAT, IT'S A COMBINED TERM OF 'HEALER' AND 'KILLER' THE BAND AID IS GONNA LEAVE NOW BECAUSE HE'S ***** ALREADY AND MUST BE REPLACED. AWW :(
As the moon hides itself in a black cloud, a suffering soul is screaming out loud.
Death of night oh, death of night
take me with you, let wrong be right.
Bring me pain, almighty pain
and let me never be the same.
A PERSON CHANGED BY PAIN... IN A GOOD WAY? I THINK
Here in the darkness where I hide,
where sunshine would not reach.
Where all the happiness in the world I abide,
emotions I refuse myself to teach.
I'm all alone anyway, what's the purpose?
AN INTROVERT, AKA ME AND MAYBE YOU?
You chased and hunt me down.
Kept running after me 'til sundown.
What is it that you want from me?
I'm just a nobody.
Don't you agree?
A TIRED GIRL QUESTIONING HER SUITOR/S