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 Jun 2022 Påłpëbŕå
charles
lies divide the love from my life,

but i can't hide my mind anymore,

leaving tangled sheets behind a door,

but i can't adore what i have left.

without alcohol on my breath.
 May 2022 Påłpëbŕå
charles
too hard to hold,

too ill to let go,

my demons breathe anomalies,

that carry me from home.
 May 2022 Påłpëbŕå
Ciel Noir
I was always different
in my own infinite little ways
and though I am still very strange
the way I live my life has changed

now I have many different friends
who like me how I really am
and do not ask me to pretend
they listen and they understand

but often even now
I am around people who aren't like that
and every now and then
I feel like I am that weird kid again

but then with my real friends
I am so happy to come back
I hope I never will forget
how much it matters to have friends like that
One day she asked him "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME"?
he took her to a shore of an ocean
and dropped a "tear" in the ocean and said
THE DAY ANYONE FINDS THIS TEAR, I'LL STOP LOVING YOU
A new beginning
begins the end
A different octave
whose voice portends

The circle squares
as angles form
escape your memory
salvation born

A new beginning
first and last
Once you enter
the past is past

All colors exit
as black meets white
gray indifference
to lace the night

A new beginning
storms on fire
ice is raging
polar spires

Eight directions
up is down
Buried mantra
—transcendence found

(Dreamsleep: May, 2022)
 May 2022 Påłpëbŕå
charles
10,000 words i wrote for me,

each one, a moment feeling free,

but still i suffer mentally,

sold my conscious for a lot of drink,

suffered daily, '19,

a year my mind will never leave,

but happy days, they strive to be,

i pray the drinks are temporary.

sober life is frightening,

hate my life,

a soul i can't carry,

instead i wrote these words,

so an angel could hear me.
 Apr 2022 Påłpëbŕå
Ciel Noir
I see the future
I see my whole world in flames
and I look away
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