Mae - Hello Poetry

Mae Jan 2019

it poured heavily.
she shouted extremely.
a heavy rain.
her heart, aching painfully.

the noise all over the roof.
the voices that can't get off.
invading her head,
she was ****** of.

the fast drops.
like her tears, it never stopped
a vision on her dream.
is happening for real.

#storm #aesthetic #pain #heart #rain

Mae Jan 2019

A beautiful dream

What a simple and plain day.
A cloudy day.
Hoping my pain will go away.
Wishing on the plane, up away.
~
Gazing and wondering.
Watching the kites hovering.
As the clouds are moving
A smile on my face is forming.
~
How wonderful it is,
To live a life like this.
The pain didn't exist.
In this dream that I insist.

#pain #dream #cloudy #aesthetic

Mae Jan 2019

Untitled

Regrets
happen
when you've enjoyed doing things
that are prohibited to you,
and consequences are chasing you.

overthinking. unfinsihed

#regrets #consequences #aesthetic

Mae Jan 2019

Rose

Problems are here and there.
They are everywhere.
Making our minds full and aware.
Her soul to dispair.
~
Death is nice.
~

#sad #sadness #aesthetic

Mae Jan 2019

Think before you speak

she was at a society full of hypocrites
yet, in this dark room she was at peace.
her presence is much more valuable.
rather than in this world, unpredictable.
~
she is vulnerable.
her emotions are fragile,
wants to be like a willow.
but she is soft as the pillow.
~
she wants to have a freedom.
anxiety attacks,which makes her doom.
and as they talk to her, it was too late.
her soul was not there anymore.

#hypocrites #hypocrite #freedom #anxiety #death #fragile #soul #sad #aesthetic

Mae Jan 2019

Precious

she took a deep breath.
looked up,
thinking how wonderful the stars are,
not knowing she is one of them

#stars #precious #love #self

Mae Jan 2019

Too late to save the dead

Her sadness has overpowered her soul,
Her soul that was once a sky full of stars,
Became a sky full of scars.

Tired, Tired of hoping and everything
Couldn't sleep without begging,
Begging for redemption,
Because her soul was full of temptation.

"Sorry, I won't do it again"
That was her favorite line.
I couldn't bare listening at her all night,
Decided to knock at her door this time.

'Sorry, I am a sinner'.
A letter that she left at her desk,
Shocked of what I saw,
at that time I can feel her sorrow.

Her soul was full of sorrow,
Her heart was full of sadness,
That memory is hunting me again,
I'm sorry, I was too late to save you.

#sad #sinner #suicide #depression