Somewhere along the lines I decided that staying in the corner was best for me. The world was too scary and that I had to protect myself in order not to feel pain, but the pain that I felt after was much more than it could have ever have been with to begin with.  Eventually my thoughts turned into habbit which led to behaviours a belief and then a way of life. Being older does not necessarily mean being wiser but with growth comes awareness and  Im beginning to see that staying in the corner is no longer the salvation I thought it was and is in fact my hell. If life is a box then I want to experience the full four corners of it!!

You are far but your warmth surrounds me as though you are lying next to me

The warmth of you is like a cool summers night
With one kiss you quench my thirst
Summer how I love thee

When the pain become too much .... salvation may come in the form of unconsciousness

I ask you to seek beyond your current sight and to hear beyond your current sounds. Think beyond your current thoughts and be beyond your current being.
Submit I say
Submit I urge
Submit I announce
And when you submit all to me it is only then that you will Experience a deep contemplation of bliss and only then will you be able to know that I am to you as you are to me.
A new awaking
Freedom
Freedom
Freedom

There is pleasure in self pity only familiarity and possibly comfort,  so get out whilst you still can!!

I don't mind anymore if you meet her
I don't mind it you  have more in common with her
I don't mind if we part
I don't mind