I chose,
Honesty, self respect and humility,
I changed,
The magic started happening,.
Foremost mum felt appreciated,
I was closer to dad and my siblings,
I cemented a strong bond with my friends,
They did not need excuses not to include me in their plans.
Even the school janitor,
gardener and the bus driver had love and respect for me.
I was on the side of the world where it was day,
Where the sun shone brightly,
Darkness was a past.
2/10/2020

Darling, it's late night
Can you see my heart
screams for your eyes?
It's broken into pieces
in the silent hills fight!

Waiting for love is so painful
like dying in the ocean water,
Love makes our lives beautiful
when we're so happy together!

You've made my heart
with your sweet love,
Why do you break it
in a present moment?
Oh, I'm dying for that!

Come back to me my darling
I will make you happy forever,
The sun is rising in the morning
I'm still waiting for you, my dear!

we stood in the ashes

at the end of all things

silently,
we wrapped our fingers together

exchanging words without speech
a language of love, untranslatable to others

but we understood every note,
every arch and fall

the world around us had disappeared
yet here we were, survivors

withstanding the winter
of the universe

every bit of kindness will
          find you again.

Remembering
how when we
were young,
we were so full
of life
and had
barely lived.