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271 · Sep 2019
home
Luna Pan Sep 2019
I hope you find the love of your life in a vintage café.
I hope she will be there for you when you couldn't sleep at 3am because you are scared of waking up alone.
I hope she takes you to the museums and kiss you between the paintings.
I hope she laughs at your silly jokes, the ones that you used to told me.
But mostly i hope you find the home in her that you have been looking for your whole life, the home that you couldn't find in me.
268 · Sep 2020
no.1 sadness anthem
Luna Pan Sep 2020
in days i'm so happy and full of live
at nights i can't stop thinking about the things i would say to you
if you were here but you never
264 · Sep 2019
anything but nothing
Luna Pan Sep 2019
Paris is far away this midnight and all of my friends are wasted, i'm 6 years behind them, they said you could be anything but i chose to be nothing.
262 · Sep 2019
solstice
Luna Pan Sep 2019
I haven't seen you since the summer solstice. I missed talking with you next to the sea, in the hot sand while winds gently whispering. I missed talking with you, in the forest while birds singing lullabies for us. Don't you remember that solstice? You were promised me and i'll never forget.
255 · Dec 2019
4am
Luna Pan Dec 2019
4am
i want someone whom i can have deep conversations
i want someone who's gonna read poetry to me at 4am
i want someone who's poetic
i know it's hard to find someone like this but i don't want any less
252 · Feb 2020
(s)he 2
Luna Pan Feb 2020
She never felt like she belonged to anyone or anywhere. She is like a wild thing. Even she is lying on her own bed she dreams to be someone else in some far away place.
239 · Sep 2019
late night thoughts
Luna Pan Sep 2019
All i wanted was a friend who's gonna tell me that everything will be okay but instead i found myself getting drunk on Amy Winehouse's songs.
227 · Sep 2019
hurricane
Luna Pan Sep 2019
I can see the way you look at her my love.   Like your world is crushing down and she is the only thing can save you.
I can understand why you choose her.
If i were you i would choose her too.
She is simple yet stunning.
And i'm a thunderstorm born to be destroy every good thing.
222 · Jun 2020
city
Luna Pan Jun 2020
dawn turns to day
when stars are started to wander
whatever i'm doing or wherever i'm lying
you are the only thing on my mind
the sun rise
when sky turns from black to pink
i listen the city
even the city sings for you
sunset turns to night
and you are the only one closest to my heart
i still write poems about you
220 · Sep 2019
wasted summer
Luna Pan Sep 2019
I left the city. I got drunk. I danced with French guys. I wasted all my summer nights but nothing filled the emptiness you left in me.
220 · Feb 2020
gray
Luna Pan Feb 2020
i'm black or white
either i love too much or hate till my last breath
either i talk too much or don't say a word for days
either i take things so seriously or don't care at all
there is no gray for me
i live at the edges
217 · Mar 2020
Untitled
Luna Pan Mar 2020
she was the artist
that admiring his enchanting laugh
he was the muse of her inspiration
with high hopes and never ending love
217 · Mar 2020
he she
Luna Pan Mar 2020
he kept his distance all the time
because he was scared of breaking her with his fragile mind and sweet lies

she tried to feed him with beautiful words
because she knows that he was an angel

both of them were fake prophets
with complicated minds and beautiful souls
205 · Jan 2020
half
Luna Pan Jan 2020
i think of you
i think of your kiss half cigarette, half peachy

i think of you
i think of your touch half soft like a cotton candy, half flowing like an ocean

i think of you
i think of your words half drunk, half heavenly
196 · Mar 2020
happy-ish
Luna Pan Mar 2020
He was calm, he had an unique face. You couldn't tell if he was happy or not only thing you could tell he had some terrible suffering.
192 · Jan 2020
ing
Luna Pan Jan 2020
ing
days are ending
seasons are changing
hours are clocking
years are growing
and somehow i'm never healing
and somehow i still don't feel at home in life
192 · Mar 2020
dizzy
Luna Pan Mar 2020
i'm a dizzy person
i don't know if i'm living or not
i don't know who i am or who i was
i don't know if i'm remembering or forgetting
i don't know if i'll ever be get rid of this
all i know is something hazily flows between my mind and my soul
190 · Mar 2020
hE
Luna Pan Mar 2020
hE
you blew a smoke
and said that you love me
you kissed me
and told me your past while putting me in your future plans
at the concert
and you showed me your dance moves
in your smile
and i saw the real you
if i give you my heart
would i lose?
or maybe you can stay a little bit longer
188 · Jan 2020
.
Luna Pan Jan 2020
.
he was intelligent
but he was a damaged one

she was kind
but she was a complicated one

they were almost in love
but their story wasn't made for this life
187 · Feb 2020
(h)ell
Luna Pan Feb 2020
Hell is something that you live with it not carry with it. The hell in me is all made from you, my devil is you. I'll worship you even if it's a false god.
a couple of glasses of wine,
taylor on the tv,
"imgonnagetyouback"
the words felt like prophecy;
so i texted you.

we wandered the half-sleeping town till sunrise,
its streets humming with secrets,
its shadows hiding what shouldn’t be seen.
we talked,
we laughed,
we kissed until words were unnecessary.

your hands, your lips, your fingers
they mapped me like forbidden territory,
they claimed me,
traced every inch of who I am,
left me marked,
burning with the memory of you.

i was there
when you made me your own,
when you carved your name into my skin.
this is the season of illicit affairs,
where love is borrowed,
and guilt blooms like a bruise on a skin.

did you slip back into her arms
as if nothing happened,
is she a fragile thing you couldn’t bear to break?
did you carry me with you,
a ghost only you could feel?
117 · Apr 20
from my diary
Luna Pan Apr 20
i went out with an adam driver-ish boy just to get you off my mind clear my head. we were fighting about levines he said "you are not behati and you aren't the one in that situation" after a couple of drinks he said "you look like that girl from stranger things, the lead one" i smiled i was supposed to get you out off my mind clear my head but there were you the words reminding me of you were on someone else's mouth i laughed "i'm the backpack kid with my bike" he didn't get it neither did i left him in the bar took the last train went home ate a whole pack of oreo then came home to the sims versions of us.
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