I'm starting to believe
That I don't have a choice,
Living in a world where I don't have a voice.
So I'll build up my defence;
Running away from a world
Where you know you'll end up alone.

Now I am going,
Imagining the biggest adventure unknown.
Wondering how to make it home to the clouds.
Now I am wanting to grow,
Trapped in a world that's so undecided and cold.

The world could be your playground,
Just listen to the child inside calling your name;
She's lost and so scared.
So let down your defences.
Stop running away; maybe disappear for a little while.
Just take your time to find the reasons.

Just give me time,
I'm the worst and deciding my choices.
Wondering if I can find a reason to carry on.
I feel like I don't belong here,
No longer wanting to stay trapped inside my own dark mind.

Now I will be going.

Sometimes bright
And then the darkness
Even with the moonlight
No signs of great kindness

Can't picture the height
For life it self is a mess
That time of my tearful fright
I will live more like the less

The fire has gone out
The last flicker gone
Nothing but aching gout
To weather the coming storm

The children have gone away
Wafted to the south
Where they will forget how to pray
After the passing age of doubt

Once it was warm here
In the sun-baked month of June
Each with a mug of beer
And Juno with a tune

Sometimes we heard earthquakes
And typhoons in foreign parts
But here only the showers came
And not very much at that

But now the arteries stiffen
And the cold shroud descends
And that silent companion loneliness
Says death is at the door

But I can hear bells ringing
Clear as the ****** spring
Now they seem to be shouting
Death is only a dream

I have two angels
Taking me to the moon and
back , singing me songs