Lay back

ponder things

as times consumes

sentimentally speak through your mind

and let  your chaotic soul

dealt it with complexity

There's so much to say
so much to do
so much to feel
no wonder in some way
it won't be conveyed
nor fathomed
for somebody new

He is an epitome of my longing happiness and later, we'll never see each other again.
My pumping beat still want to reach for him however, my mind backs off.
How can I let this go?
How can I let this flow?
One million reasons to answer - either is it a positive or a negative..
Longing for his voice one more time,
could be my take-away gift for a moment.
And still hoping to love you more.