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Feb 2018 · 301
My Beacon
Michelle Oag Feb 2018
I love that feeling I get when I see you;
It's like a beacon of hope in the depths of Hell.
When I look into your eyes,
the world isn't as dark anymore.
Dec 2017 · 308
Oh what is life?
Michelle Oag Dec 2017
Life.
What is life?
Though that's not the question.
What makes one want to live?
Through the pain.
Through the sadness.
Through the anger and the malice.

What is the key?
Don't you see?
It's me!
It's you, and whomever we choose.
Life is full of pain and fear
All we have to do is remind ourselves of how we got here,
And you'll be put in tears.

Pain is the key, if you take it from me.
That's why we hurt ourselves.
When we're wrong;
Working ourselves up
Into this ecstasy
Getting high on pills
Just to feel like we are the only ones that really matter
That we don't need their love.
That nothing really matters.

Though, we never really had the power
To be ourselves
To love and let love
To live how we live
To fuel our inner child.

That's not what society wants.
But I say **** what society wants.
What ever happened to what i want?
What i need to be me.
There's never enough time to be me.
Not unless I got money.
Then all that brings along is greed,
What ever happened to me?

Life.
Oh what is life?
Dec 2017 · 424
Hold me close
Michelle Oag Dec 2017
I just want someone to hold me close and hug me;
Tell me that I am loved,
That I'm not alone,
To say
You got this,
And that we'll get through this together.
To tell me,
I'm not giving up on you.
Then never let go.
My current mind.
Dec 2015 · 454
Darkness
Michelle Oag Dec 2015
I'm falling down a deep dark pit
There is no footholds to save me from the fall
The walls are closing in around me
Not sure if they will crush me before I hit the bottom
Or I'll just hit the bottom
In this deep dark pit their is no light
No light to my darkness
No friends
No love
No hope
No light
Darkness
Forever.
What seems like my life right now.
Dec 2014 · 1.4k
Life After Death
Michelle Oag Dec 2014
Is there life after death
Some say yes..
Others say no..
But..
I say; what the hell?
Live this life to the fullest
And we'll see when we get there.
Dec 2014 · 839
Peace In Death
Michelle Oag Dec 2014
Death...
We fear it,
We give a faulse image of it
We don't talk about it
We can't stand the thought of it;
Yet....
We somehow find peace in that fear.
We imagen..
Everything we love, hope and wish for
And put it in an imaginary world..
A world we go to when we draw our last breath.

We have many questions
So many unanswered questions
About the one thing we are to scared to talk about.
But with all questions that hold meaning,
We will find the answer one day..
The answer to something we humans fear so much.
But by the time we find the answer...
it will be to late..
The answer will be gone...
Slipping threw our lifeless hands.

So... Is there peace in death?
No...
You need to make that peace.
Nov 2014 · 1.0k
Something In The Shadows
Michelle Oag Nov 2014
Their is something out there
Lurking in the shadows
Watching...
Waiting...
Planing the perfect time to strike;
We know it's out there..
We can feel its eyes
Painting a bullseye on our backs
We think we are ready to face it...
We think that we can win...
But we will never be ready...
For it is already ahead in this...
It's already five steps ahead
Because it lurks in the shadows...
waiting.. Watching... planing...
We can't win because we can never catch up to it.
We know nothing..
Only that it watches from a distance..
It knows our biggest fears..
Our greatest weakness...
And our strengths...
It has already won...
Because it has planed this from the beginning..
It was always in control..
And it will stay in control...
It will determine our fate
We will have to accept that..
Accept that our lives..
Are in the hands of something that lurks in the shadows.
Waiting for the perfect time to strike..
And claim our souls as it's prize.
Oct 2014 · 417
Love
Michelle Oag Oct 2014
Love is when your heart skips a beat..
When your eyes meet and you lose your breath..
When you can't see a world without them...
When your apart your heart aches...
When you don't need to talk to have a conversation...
This. Is. Love.
Oct 2014 · 11.0k
Change
Michelle Oag Oct 2014
The world is changing....
Everything is changing....
Everyone is changing...
But...
Pretty soon..
There won't be anything to change....
Because we'll all be dead.
Oct 2014 · 370
Untitled
Michelle Oag Oct 2014
I used to smile
Laugh, play silly games;
But now I'm just so...
Hollow? Empty?
I feel like and empty voided
That needs to be filled,
But my demons wouldn't let me
They would  crush any hope I have
For the only thing that could fill that voided
Is hate, anger or pain
I tried to end it, but I couldn't
All those people who call me names
I smile, for they can't hurt me
I'm too strong for that
Now me and my demons are in a frenzy
We all crave the same thing after all
Compleat and utter chaos
First time ever publishing on here, hope you like it.

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