Isn't it funny
How much we can love the wrong person
As if they were the right one all the while

Another's now...
I'm not sure he won't
hurt her... but there's
some relief knowing
I'll never be a reason
for her ache & tears
most especially
when it comes
to her heart.*
it hurts that
she's gone but
there's no sacrifice
without pain... at least
I loved her enough to know
wasn't good enough for her.
My life is hell...she's an Angel.
I can't drag her out of paradise
she can't save me from my flames.

Is having the courage to say
the nothing you know.
*the foolish
are muted by fear
yet they know so much more

I Love you... never say you don't
deserve me...we don't deserve us...
that's why we was given to us to
make us the people we deserve...
I'm willing to listen from today...

I'm not going to try so hard but I'm going to try...
I won't stop being so sad but I'm never going to cry...
I now understand why you're in
my life even better...
I have been looking at it the wrong way...
we probably don't need to find
ourselves to feel complete...
we're two semis of the same circle...
Two faces to the same coin...
I'm not going to try and flip you anymore...
I'll look at me when I need the other face ...
I'll look in the mirror to see you clearer...
I've wanted you to be happy so bad that I've hurt you, us...
I'm not going to do that anymore... let's just be us...
happiness is perfection...perfection is not for people like us...
all we have is this inadequate reality
and all we need is to find satisfaction with each other...
I'm not going to love so hard or so little...
I'm going to love you just the much I can...
your love will fill the cup of this friendship to the brim...
I'm sorry I've been so wrong for so long...
I wanted that cup filled so fast...
I'm sorry...

An Author is as good as his Editor
*a poet as good as his emotions

Probably a lost cause
or yours