I see what I want and I take it. I do not care about the consequences of my actions. I would rather be feared than loved. I do as I please and revel in the satisfaction of making gains. I walk around politely and appear normal, but inside I am a menacing form with little in the way of remorse. I do not act with reason but in self interest alone. I prey on the weak and the unsuspecting. I leave broken and shattered lives and destruction where ever I go. I wear a mask of illusion for I need no reason at all.

do you remember when you left my bed
for the last time that dark december night?
you were angry and i was cold
i couldn't give you exactly what you wanted--
your desire, a warm invitation into a life i didn't know i'd want
but now as i see you through tinted windows at red light intersections
and i catch our friends saying your name in hushed tones
i find myself face to face with you in my midnight thoughts
wondering what i'm missing from our past life together
slow kisses, warm embraces, soft smiles
the way you held my hand as you drove your car
the way you grabbed my neck and pulled me closer
the way you wiped away these incessant tears
all the things that kept me close to you
but i can't forget the things that pushed me away
echoing arguments, unrealistic expectations, alcohol-dependent nights
the way your irreverent temper slashed my autonomy
the way you despised sobriety but only around me
the way that I was never enough
do you miss me like i miss you,
or do you hate me like i hate you?

Last night was pure magical holding you with pure delight
I love holding you and kissing you
We belong together forever
Our hearts entwined with happiness
We could let our love go
I love the taste of your sweet tender kisses my love
This is a truly magical moment together my love
The way we love each other oh my love so passionately
Your the perfect soul mate
I'm so happy that I truly love you
My heart smiles for you so truly
So for now and forever we shall be true because there's no other love I could ever truly love I just want to let you truly no I love you so much my love and I'm never ever going to let You ever go.

You where saddened
In life I took
Your hands
And held you
Tightly
Kissed you passionately
Made you smile
From your saddened
Lonely heart
Held you close
And whisper into
Your ear
I truly love
Forever my dear.

I'm sorry my
Love I was never
There I'm sorry
My love I should
Of held you
I'm sorry my love
I should of been there
For your love
But my love
All I can truly say
Is for give me my love
I'll promise to
Love you until the day I die.

As I hold your hand I look you in the eyes I kiss your gentle lips passionately holding hands together our hearts feeling utter love knowing true love as you lay your head against my chest I hold you tightly shield you from pain cuddle you and whisper the words into your ear your truly beautiful no other could ever be truly beautiful as you.

You sit on my lap we hold hands I kiss you neck our hearts beating smiling together in love we are truly in love as we feel our hearts beating together in perfect harmony we kiss no sound only our hearts beating together in pure love I take your hands and hand you and red rose whisper into your ear I truly love you forever you shall always be beating inside my heart forever my one true love.