I look out of my window
I can see the sky is gold
I greet another dawn
without a hand to hold

I never meant to
do so
yet still
I
did

I want to say that
I'm sorry

But I honestly
don't know
to whom

However
what I
do know

Is that

I'm falling for you
faster than I
could have ever

IMAGINED

Is it just me
or are these walls getting closer
with every step I take forward?

Is it just me
or is this music going mute?
All the sounds disappearing
and becoming nothing but distant echos

My words slip
and as I try to run
so do my feet

I look up
only to see
that it's just you

For as the night and day go by
Sun takes It's place in your sky

and as it sparks and shines from a far
It blinds you with it's rays

So that at night
You can't see

the moon
Muffle it's light so that you could sleep

Summer breeze
Stroke my exposed skin
Skin, that you uncovered
With your sure and impulsive gestures

Your hands
Holding me so tight
Making the space
between our lips fade away

I closed my eyes and
Heard your knees
bumping into the wooden floor

You almost
Bit my lip of
You ******* ****

And I don’t miss you.
Not you nor your witty retorts
God,
I can’t stand you
A stubborn captain always trying to pillage foreign ports

And I don’t miss you.
And I remember that snowy day we first met
Do you?
And I remember looking out at the station
Snow falling, blending in with the color of your skin

And as the lighthouse lights
Lead boats lost in the midnight fog
On the dark eternal surface of the unknown
So did your eyes lead me

And I may miss you.
And as the cold winds swipe up the leafs into the air
Perhaps there comes a thought of the name of yours
For me to bare
So come the hands of fate cutting my Achilles heel
And for a moment the word of your name becomes real

And in the end
I guess...
I do miss you
But you,
Will never
know