Watching TV,
Gave me dreams.
Heh, it's funny because
It's just what it seems,
An illusion of reality.


©MH

I want to have an empty funeral.
Praises of God,
Voices filled by the scripture,
No tears, but celebration over my now dead fears.
Can you hear the silent weeps
Placed over my dead body dressed in a great white suit ?
I'm ready to be at peace with my roots.

Hear the lullaby of the soft paino taps
As the preacher, that is God
Gives a sermon about my life,
Which is now blessed in righteous.
Mourn over the healing,
The ones alive can't cope with this feeling.
My spirit is released to the sky
I am one with christ's embrace,
Can't you see the huge smile on my face ?

The final chapter is written
Speak all my pain and struggle to all the empty seats at my funeral.
Hoping that one voice
Echos into hearts of millions
That will,
Hear it.
Come, fill in the seats
And watch my casket close
Finally at peace
As I share a new life with my mother.
She's the only one that came to my empty funeral.
God bless all of you.



©MH

Force this smile,
But it only lasts for awhile,
Hiding from my peers
As I shed these tears.
My true feelings inside,
I hide,
I refuse to let them see my crying
Cause slowly I'm dying
What's the point of even trying ?
Holding in, I break down
My heart has a frown
So let me be
Get away from me
I sit alone and cry
When will I die. ?

Where has the love gone ?
Feelings so strong
It seems I sing the same ol song
" I love you "
" I miss you "
" I'm sorry "
All the feelings we have feels like we scream in silence
Great way to hide it.
Build our bond through frustration that seeps through our pillows
What
Else
Do
We
Know ?

Its only been 2 days but i feel like we havent talked in months
But its even worse that i cant feel your physical touch
Feels like our love is running out of luck
Can we repair it with trust ?
We got to,
Being with you is a must.
Yes we had another argument
But all i want to do is understand each other.
So can we try again
And try to repair the bond that feels broken ?
We have the puzzle ,
Its the pieces we have to put together for us to remain focus.
These are the voices in my head that speaks to me while I lay hopeless body at night.
But it's that one special voice that screams back at me through the pillow.
I love you.

Have you felt the pain in my city yet ?
Winds on a surge,
Houses and minds overturned,
Life's taking an unwanted turn.
You can't be surprised,
This hurricane has no soul.

These roads leading to your path of destiny
Been cracked by too much debris on main street
The president isn't gonna do too much about it,
He's too comfortable laid back in his seat.
Chop
Another
Tree.
How can america come together in a nation wide crisis
When we can't come united to solve the real everyday problem ?
These power lines and houses been falling
Flood levels in Florida and Texas are rising
Didn't this world learn about broken hearts in New Orleans ?
Keeping your life in order
As the ones that love build on pain to peace
Only if you see through the rain, life's tears, a world's need.
Have you felt the pain in my city ?

©MH

My girl ,
Thinks im crazy.
I'm talking about pushing dasies.
Life ?
Don't phase me.
Only the lord can really save me.
I keep my head up high,
This broken soul been though the worst times
My eyes been flushed dry.
Got you wondering why,
I'm ready to die.

I never knew,

One queen can change the world.
Overwhelmed by the earths need
Clouds are grey and history repeats.
A change is seeked
As this beautiful queen steps foot on this earth
And plants a loving seed.

I never knew,

The grass gets greener on this side of earth,
Where the air is polluted
The waters in every lake and pound shower to shallow
And the mountains grow steep
But I guess that's love getting deeper.

I never knew,

A rainbow can form over the tallest mountain
Tops are frozen with snow
Some people wonder how in this drenched weather
Can 2 worlds come together.
Now what do we have ?
Peace & Happines
A world never showed.
Look up to the clouds
No doubt you'll see a change in the sky !
A breath of fresh air;
When 2 worlds collide.
                                                        ­    © MH