- - Hello Poetry

- Jan 2015

Entering

This beauty that I’m faking
Only takes away the hope I’m lacking

I can only find it hard to say
From the words they say
Please, let me in

But we chose the life we’re breaking
Plus the friends that have been making
How can we live like this?

And I will cry all I want to,
I don’t care
How much you invest yourself in this belief
It’s not working out for me

#love #sad #depression #life #sadness #hope #hopless #thoughts #you #selfharm

- Jan 2015

Blind

Burning through our eyes
Why can’t the truth come out?

We bought last line
I’m just the worst kind
To help you with what you might blind
Because the last time I lie
Which I never could with you

Nor could I see
I have never been one to believe
I just think it’s the hardest part of living

#suicide #lies #truth #depression #life #eyes #fake #thoughts #kind #worst

- Jan 2015

Vain

And through pale faces
Our dark ghosts
Can’t mix with beautiful graces
And they poison the hosts

And just to smile
Can show the pain
That all the vain
Decided it wasn't worth their while

And when black strings
Climb to your neck
Your despair spreads like wings
And you turn into this wreck

#suicide #sad #depression #life #sadness #hope #hopless #dark #thoughts #you

- Jan 2015

Unafraid

They try to take this truth
And brainwash it from purpose
But the lights in the sky
Can’t blaze the eye

Hearts melting after broken tears
And love is gone
Promises still remain
But there won’t be any gain

How these burning lights
Underestimated our faults
Through this misery we are and always will be
Awake and unafraid

#suicide #sad #depression #life #sadness #hope #happy #happiness #thoughts #you

- Jan 2015

Despair

It was never real
It was never there
Like teal skies
It flies right past our despair

And like a story far too grimm
This world is far too scared
In this horror film
And our lives flared

And now without that weight
I can finally dream
It awaits
And I could love

At least it seemed

#sad #depression #life #sadness #hope #scared #dark #thoughts #hopeless #horror

- Jan 2015

Purity

And I have seen the wrong
Of these dark thoughts
And the red remains of silver
And bloodied eyes

And chilled to the bone
Lays my smile
The one that always had to be forged
To survive the abyss

No wonder I feel so cold and dead inside
It’s hard and petrified
Unhopeful
And impure

#suicide #cutting #sad #depression #sadness #dark #blood #despair #selfharm #smiles

- Jan 2015

Black Angel White Wings

And while these broken wings
Come up and drown me
All I hear are rings
That would've made me free

All I have been looking for
In my dreams
I don’t want the glory
And these rainbow studded beams

And I have still been looking for
The happy inside of me
Shore to shore
I could always believe

#suicide #sad #depression #life #pain #sadness #happy #dark #happiness #selfharm