You filled my heart with angel dust
& emptied out any residing despair
for I had been cultivating a space where
veracious story tales restored trust
a guided path, taking us both beyond lust
asking myself, will I always be a passing affair?
the other woman captured in your snare
to later discover your reflection inheres in the knife I ******
so blindly in to your chest, whilst screaming; "You *****!"
for without the facilitation of pure light, my inner self remains so violent
unlike the days, I would sit in repent
no words from my mouth, I was always so silent
Oh, am I the one you so abhor?
And, am I the one who always festers in your torment?
© Sia Jane
I had to write a sonnet for class, and lets say, it was so so difficult. But I persisted and in the end, I wrote a list of words that rhymed in the abba abba cde dce and just used that.