Tonight, you should know that I hate you.

I hate your handsome face.
I hate your passionate eyes.
I hate your flawless skin.
I hate your **** style.
I hate your messy hair.
I hate the way you smile.
I hate the way you sweep me off my feet.
I hate the way you bring me to life.
I hate the way you make me smile when you know we're both that lonely.
I hate the way you keep me craving for your words that seem to me a remedy.
I hate the way you pull me in and love the way you love me.
I hate the way you love to see me fall into you so helplessly.
I hate the way you take advantage of my short-term honor and fame.
I hate the way you think I don't notice that you never really feel the same.
I hate the way you only want to get what you think you need now in your life.
I hate the way you leave me hanging while I hope for another chance.
I hate the way you just don't care if I'm still feeling good or otherwise.
I hate the way you say you miss me when I know you're downright fine.
I hate the way you say you love me when your heart doesn't really need mine.

*I just hate the way I hate you now when I know I didn't really have to lie.

What is next for you honey is a lifetime full of surprises. The sun has never felt hotter while the breeze matches your cold heart. We were so worried about what might happen instead of what should happen and now this love is proving worthy of everything that we could never imagine. You mean the absolute world to me. That precious moment when we are together. This life is meant to be lived to the fullest the best way we know how.

You are my exile
You are my truth
My faith leads me nowhere but to you
You are my glistening diamond
you are the sweetest thought
You are intoxicating words
You are my strength
You are my rock
Your skin is cocoa butter that heals my wounds
You are my pain
You are the apple of my eye
My finger tips hush you lips whenever you are afraid
You are my solace
You are my prayer
Every kiss tonight I will be here.

I had to know what was ticking in your head. Your explosion was the worst kind. It was like being buried in quick sand up to my neck. There is no way I can leave. I'd rather stay lost in this world with only you. The last remaining hope for us is to love this life forever.

It's a wonderful night to be sober. Dreaming wouldn't have it any other way. The night sky like our voice was dreary. I lent you my jacket but you said that you were already warm. The movie was nice, the lady never found her son. The spicy tuna and dragon roll's we shared at the sushi restaurant couldn't be better. Your smile leaves me in amazement. I walked you you home gave you a kiss on the cheek and you gave me the best hug I have ever gotten in my entire life.

I've cut our connections
and burnt my poor illusions
and tempting provocations
like eternal frustrations
for such hopeless situations
gave me a lot of delusions
and lessened reservations
to hide my expectations
and lamest inhibition
like a huge botheration
to one whose intentions
has faded into oblivion
and nasty desolation.

I'm sorry that I broke your heart, It wasn't meant to be. Everyday waking up with you. This misery is murdering my insides praying for a second chance. hoping things go right, not just fly away. I was too fast and you were too shy. I won't ever forget the tears, hopelessly in love, let's find our way.