Drunk poetry speaks no truth..
but what occurs is blood leaking from one's soul. Keep a cup aside, to recollect the red wine. As ammunition is never infinite, we all are animec to our time.

My dad told me "Son, We all have experation dates".

That stuck with me for 5 years, I never knew what he meant by that.

Until one night, they gave my family 2 options. Pull the plug or continue his suffrage.

When i am with her, nothing else matters.
She makes me feel wanted, in return i make her feel loved.
My affection for her is indescribable she is unique as a white unicorn horse. When she touches me i feel an electric pulse throughout my veins sending a burning. Everyday i am with her i try to be strong, I feel like i can tell her anything on my mind. I spill out anything i have like an oil spill in the gulf coast. she make my problems hers, like the oil in the water. my problems seems to float on top of hers. I keep what i tell her on the minimal, i cant lie.. Every time i am without my princess.. I miss her so much. i want to make as much love as possible to this princess

To whom it concerns , Life is so unpredictable and you never know who you will end up with in the long run. One year feels one day with you . Be in your side everyday feels like a refreshment in my life like a cold Sprite after some hot wings. Be in your side everyday feels like happiness and joy are pumping from each pore of my body . Eve thought you get under my skin and sometimes I get so mad that I just want to run away from you but for some reasons I can't cause I found that my love for you is unconditional and I can't get enough from you .

I am lost in love
The light turns bright when she is in sights
Our love emits white light
As I never felt love I always had to like
I was stabbed with a knife before I felt this bright light I lived a life of like so long that I never thought I would see love at first sight.
As she was the only person at the desk she would keep my life so bright.

Love was meaningless until I met that bright light that dawned on me every school night.

The time invested with this person, i might want to spend the rest of my life with. I ask myself? The mistakes i have made in the past, will our relationship go down the funnel into the drain? Because god has made me who i am, will god let her see the ray of light that sits beneath my heart. Understanding acceptance and truth is the hardest thing, but will truth make our relationship or break it. When i think about telling her, will she ever want to touch me like she does now, will she ever want to kiss me, or will everything diminishes in the matter of seconds because of the way i lived in my past.

I want the best for her, so I turn dark so she will see the bright light glisten in the tunnel. She give me an etched pass of success but I choose to veer to a dead end. Contemplating on how things will end up I must not try to forsee the future because the tunnel has unexpected features

She is the only one that i want, I don't want to go another day..
I try to tell her everything on my mind, I feel like no one will love me nearly better.. I know you tired of being lonely, i only think about this lady. Everyday i awake i wonder where i would be without her.. I just want her very close enough so where she is comfortable to stay for a lifetime. I don't worry about her talking to other males, everything should be alright... IF our love is reciprocated

Time is irrelevant when we are together, if i could put a stop on time i would. so i could charish the moment of her sweet and tastefull smile. what i do today will affect my life tomorrow,so if i love her throughout the next life/' even though she loves me, do i truly love her back? if i did, would i be holding back. she wants to have me but will she accept the whole package. i dont know how to tell her because watching her face crenge will feel like a neddle periceing through me. if i love her she loves me then why have i not told anyone. why have i been holding back from someone i am sharing my heart with. i have kept this a secrect because i love this girl, she makes me feel like nothing matters when i am with her, when she smiles. its enough to keep my heart filled with blood. when she is sad i feel my aertry getting clogged, gasping for another breath. this girls means the universe to me, if i loose her for careless mistakes i have made in the past i believe i will never feel the same way about loveing another human being on this earth other than my family. there is not a day or a second i think about telling her what might be wrong with me. when i do tell her, should i tell the truth? when i do tell her, should i hold her hands, when i do tell her. will she accept me for the person i am today. i think about this everday i see or talk or reminese on the time we have spent toghter. if i tell her will she leave me? i have this hunting me as if i have a bounty on my head for all the money in the world. i dont know what to do or when to do it, but i know one thing. if i truly love her, i will tell her everything about me and see how we change as a whole, because we are a team untill the end.

Will she ever accept Me, for me?
I hide the darkness and only reveal the light when i am with her, my life has been a downhill battle of illusions. I have been, i just want her to know were i have been. This moment seems so fragile, Because i have been waiting for god to send me a lover to cross my path. I believe she will changed me to a better person. Even though i lived a savage lifesystle i believe ever since i met with this girl she has baptised the grim reaper inside of me.