Seconds feel like hours
When I’m not with you

1. Time is a valuable thing

Minutes feel like hours
While I’m sitting in the car

2. It’s a reminder of many things

Hours feel like eternity
When I think of you

3. Reminder – It’s 2:03am, 170 hours since your last text

The hands on the clock
Never seem to go fast enough

4. Reminder – 172 hours since, “I love you, on my way”

It’s all for eternity
Reminders of why you aren't with me
Some things are never meant to be

The deadly room is awfully quiet
so quiet that you can hear the babies silently screaming

sometimes it's for the best
of this mess we created

but this miracle
is slipping out of our hands

and we can't do much my love

❤
A man
Not a child
Warm and kindhearted
A little rough around the edges
Sweet and poetically inclined
One that's only mine
No cheaters please
Speaks freely
A tease is fine
I like a challenge
Wealth is not required
But brains and humor is a must
A "freak like me" desired
Green eyes recommended
A golden heart with a platinum soul
No ******* please
An equal need to have a hand to hold
A wish for two lips to lovingly kiss
A friend to listen all night
A lover who gives me light
It's just a dream of mine
A lover and a friend
I'm looking to find

The spectrum of my eye sees this one color
perhaps if I smile it would be less duller

But I can't help but to sink into a sadness of this color when I see the rain drops on an easy Sunday morning
With the drips and drops against my windowsill that outlooks to the dreary city

Busy people passing, stepping over puddles
The gloomy clouds over cast my apartment

and I still wonder, if the sun is still shinning where ever you may be
because it's certainy not in my eyes

But you see darling, the scars on your wrist
are more than just an awful whim
they leave you with more than just physical outlooks
but rather leaving you being malnourished

As you read this darling,
know that lacking the confidence like you do
isn't a good enough excuse to say that you deserve this
although you know this is true
you still deny of all what you've become

darling,
with your eyes strained and red
with your cheeks stained too
know that I see pass through you
even if you can't do that right now