distracted by a conversation, then a sudden forceful movement surprised her.
what is happening she asks herself as she pushes away from the intoxicated boy.
“stop”, the word that meant close to nothing that night.
“we can’t do this”, you have a girlfriend she thinks to herself.
a drunk friend in need, help is all she wants to do but forced upon her is two lips that meet her own.
lonely is what he feels but it isn’t right, she knows it will be a regret if he remembers what happened that night.
so the night comes to an end.
she gets away and he falls asleep.
communication dies and time goes on
memories will die that’s just how the world works, don’t live in regret... for it darkens the soul

Looking down and losing myself among the freshly brewed tea
Steaming hot and ready to drink
Although I know I’ll get burned
I take a sip
Thinking it won’t hurt
Retreating my lips from the cup
Exasperated, I yelp out in agony
I feel as if this is how my love is hence relinquished

Why do I get so frustrated
Just by seeing others next to you
You laugh with them and smile at them
Yet I am frustrated
I know It’s not my right to be but
I just can’t help thinking why can’t that be me...

My eyes follow you
Unknowingly I stare
My friend breaks my attention
Asking me what I was doing,
Do I dare answer her and tell her I was staring at someone I care about deeply.
No.
So I suddenly answered nothing
But she knew and said staring at him again... looking down I said no
Embarrassed as ever,
What do I do to break that habit that is continuously there?