I wish  could feel same
When i think of you is it  just a dream
The feeling of two hearts  as one
The pain that i feel when it all comes to an end
I learn from this and look back on my past
Why should i care  when all you is rip my heart apart
Is this just faded image  or i am stuck in this world alone
One min you cared and next  you left like bad magic trick
We love but forget its more then just words
I find my self lost deep in my own thoughts

I hate the fact  that i feel like i am second class in your life. it been while since  I heard  the word love. So many hang ups and lack of respect just rips threw my heart. You are so blind by your image and wants you forget to look outside the box. This bed full but no not full of people but lies and problems you run from. I wish you could understand me see me for who  I was deep inside... I am broken inside and can't keep bang my head on this brick wall.

Its  new  year
I look back at past
I am on this road of hope looking for  you change
I  just wanted love and hope
You will never  understand me or see the good in me
I  want more then gifts  just  want you be my mom
be  the sun threw my darkest days
you are so stuck on the past
I have keep walking moving forward
the words  cut my skin and burned hole in my heart
I try so hard  make things better but end up lost at the end