She was 'Pulchritudinous' she was immaculant.
In your darkest hour, she would make the rest of your time sunny.
Whenever i was with her it was like being in a really good dream.
When i was away from her it was like someone woke me up when it got really good.
She would make you feel immortal, as if anything was possible and it was with her love.
Those eyes that would send me to the most beautiful places in the back roads of my mind.
She was the type of mystery i wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life trying to unravel.
She was the type of girl who would have you up thinking about your future and Listening to love songs at 3am,
Though there still is no one like her.
Her smile would your heart smile and your lips tremble.
But...
She warned me. She told me from the start. But still, i pursued her.
She was one of the girls who you did want to fight for.
It's my fault i ended up like this. But i don't regret it.
She gave me the most miserable happiness ever,
To this day i still love that girl , she made me realize the world is bad..
Unless you're willing to wait for the good.
I'll never forget her, i'll love her tomorrow, in a month
and in a couple of years i'll wonder where she is and what could of been. But she warned me
And that's the harsh truth. <3

And as i approached the bathroom sink,
I turn on the faucet and washed my face with regret
and dried it with words I wish I'd said.
I rise and take a blurry glance in the mirror, i can't see clearly.
I'm not sure if I'm fading away or if I just left the hot water on.

Speechless would be a good start,
Together could be a great ending and
Love could be an great explanation.

I had a hole filled with nothing in my heart before I met you, I expected you to fall into it and look for a way out without a farewell.
Instead you toured it, you discovered every flaw, insecurity, broken dream and lost prosperity and you filled it up with everything you had.
Tonight my heart feels complete and normally my mind would be empty but, it's lost in the valley of what could've been and what is and what I want.
And right now my love,
You are definitely a need.

My brain pleads to my heart to meet a girl 'named' serotonin
And I plead for some **** sleep.
I can't though because some people just don't know how to close a door after they open it or even put a bookmark in the part of the book they stopped reading.
Maybe they can't read, I guess it's not worth the daydream.
She sleeps in the photographs.
She sleeps in the music.
She sleeps in my heart,
but she sleeps...

She kissed me and i was shaken, not shocked.
The difference between shaken and shocked is one is physical and the other is emotional.
Everything in my body, even my heart shifted aside to eventually let her set her shipwreck aside my heart. It still aches for you. I don't know what i didn't have, but i know what you did.
I could sit here and tell you about how beautiful she is through big words and cute sentences but the fact of the matter is, she still isn't here and i don't think she'll ever be back.
Here's to the death of me and Here's one for the cool side of the pillow.

So now you're gone with happiness and independence.
I'm stuck with baggy eyes and these cliche *** romantic comedies.
From time to time I stare at clocks and think about what he had that I didn't.
I wear watches now, not bracelets.

I was nothing.
I was not relevant nor did I exists.
Not sure if i ever did.
I am when you see something from a far on a hot sunny day but not sure what to make of it.
So you just assume it exist because your thoughts hate fearing "what ifs."
I'm not sure I was living in the first place , except when I looked at the tropical sunset in her eyes.
For it was her who made me live when I only existed.
She was life support and for me? I was just glad to be in paradise.
All of this, every piece, every scrap turned art was for her.
I know I'm horrible in school and her heart was math but i swear my intentions were never divided.
-KB.

Even in my most simplest moments it's complicated to her.
I fell for you and you're ready to catch me but i'm not ready to land.
For a day of this feeling is eternal in my heart.
I'm nothing special in my eyes but apparently i'm memorizing.
It's rare to find a girl like you, one day i hope you'll become an antique
I want to have you forever.
Infinity.

For i have waited 1000 years and more for this,
this very moment.
Though you don't know it and probably never will..
I have darling.
A glimpse of you will stay in mind  like a looped film,
1000 years i've waited to see that smile.
My heart and my pocket will always argue over which is most broke.
Though i am wealthy in my cranium,
I'm broke in my chest,
your ship as sunk in the reef of my heart.
but i think i'm okay with that.
I honestly hope you're happy,
then maybe i could be too.
One day,
or even 1000 years.
That's what love is right?

As the clock keeps running,
My mind is too.
Late at night in my thoughts,
Is where you can find her
If she were to ever be lost.
Her eyes shocked me,
As if I put a fork in an outlet,
You learned your lesson but still so mesmerized by it.
My heart was beating as fast the beats to the love songs I would show her.
Like it was trying to escape my body for freedom or locked in a cage of sort.
Suddenly the paint bumps on the ceiling turned into stars.
And her smile turned to drugs,
So I stayed away from it,
Because with one hit I knew I would be hooked.
Fin.

I drown myself in those last words you gasps to me, everynight.
But swim in the love you exposed to me.
You saying goodbye kills me.
You staying just throws more and more reasons at my chest to learn to jump again.
It is 12:52 AM.
Though time keeps going, the pain doesn't seem to pass.
Everything I see is so real to me sadly.
With you everything was dreamy and radical.
Next time I'll be sure to listen,
If there is a next time, I'll be sure to pay my due of all of the attention I never glanced at from you because I did not pay attention.

K.B.