Lend me your smile,
stay here awhile,
don't ever defile
this embrace.
Capture my kiss,
The world is amiss,
Sunsets of missing
your face.
Beauty inside,
your laughter a ride,
hands coincide,
Possessive, and rough.
Awestruck, but scared,
Pricked, but repaired
The needle, she cared
I wasn't enough.
Sick with stronghold,
a promise so bold
someday, we'd grow old,
without interruption.
The voice in my ear,
no words, no tears,
your fragrance--not here,
her final consumption.
Time wanderer,
Life ponders,
Love fonder
but lost.
Since your goodbye,
no alibi,
plagued by
mental holocaust.
This poem is dedicated to the love I lost and will never get back to the love I exchanged for so much. I love you James Edmond and will never forget you baby. Today I am almost a year clean, and you would be so proud. I miss your scent of happiness and your smile of ecstasy.