I got an email from you today,
it has been years,
I thought I would never hear from you again
after what happened.
There was nothing in the message,
just an empty page,
and I was glad.
You followed up with a second -
said you were deleting and accidentally hit "send,"
and something about an intense conversation.
I could have opened the door,
responded, let you back in -
but you damage me when that happens -
and I cannot allow it again, ever.
It's not healthy for me.
It never was.