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 May 2015 Kailey Brown
writer
World
 May 2015 Kailey Brown
writer
it's hard to not feel sad
when the same world
used to shine so bright
like you lived in a fairytale
now looks so dark
 May 2015 Kailey Brown
fdg
Sometimes while looking in the mirror, I think to myself
I'm okay being me
I look alright
I am alright
And this is all I need
(It's not all that I want)
(but this is all that I need)
You deserve to be happy (I hope you do whatever it is that will make you happy)
 May 2015 Kailey Brown
authentic
We were lukewarm hearts and cups of coffee
Breakfast in bed on Sunday morning
Videos of laughter and short-lived occurrences
Late night drives with the radio too loud
Saturday afternoon movies and naps
And a box of letters that ended in
P.S. I love you
Once it waited, for her
Now it is back again
This time it is her
She has no pain.
No, not this time
The Lord took it away
The butterfly returns
in the hope it might stay.
But it came for him
She waits by the door.
His eyes close, the butterfly rises
and returns like it did before.
This is written for my very dear friend Denise.
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
Rj
Cliché
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
Rj
I'm getting tired of saying *****
Or using the phrase '**** my ****'
I'm tired of talking about grades
I'm through hearing about white shirts
Can we come up with anything else
To have a friendly, fun conversation?
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
CapsLock
As a kid time wasn't the same,
a day feelt like forever
and everything was a game.

Now I'm a ****** up adult,
in a world fast and insane,
the game now feels so occult.
Why does everything feel so strange?

Life feels like a weird insult.
Why did all things have to change?
Change is good they'll say to me,
but my craving still remains.
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
aphrodite
red
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
aphrodite
red
it comes in flashes
bright, red-hot
you feel it take over and if you feel it fast enough,
you can destroy everything in your path within moments
you spew words like venom and leave scars without thinking twice
and when it's over and done with,
you hate yourself for it.
this is what anger is,
this is how you have made cynics out of every person that's ever loved you.
**
I will be perfect. Is what she says in her mind before her dinner is all over the toilet floor. I will be perfect is what she says while skipping a meal or two. No thank you is what she says to an innocent candy offered to her. As her boyfriend kisses her and says "you're perfect" she is only thinking about the sudden urge of being thin. That with time it isnt so sudden anymore. She wants to be wraped around his arms with ease. She looks down at the scale and cries. 126.3 pounds of shame. She could lose it all and still be full of loneliness. Her smile is magnificent. Who will ever see her fear? Every scar on her wrist is a reminder of what she will never be. Perfect. Its funny how no one will understand how much time it took for her to get so empty she hurts herself in desire to be beautifully perfect.
I would like to get some feedback. This is the first poem i am sharing. So yeah.. c:
 Jan 2015 Kailey Brown
brendan
Push off from the bottom, flailing towards the top.
Air bubbles around you eloquently pop.
Fluid covers your body, feet are weighted down, swimming with your shoes on is a good way to drown.

You see us from down there don't you?
Our faces turned and distorted from the new view of reality, refracted light revealing the truth.
When you reach the surface will you believe what you see?
Swimming with your shoes on makes it easy to flee.

You finally make it to the rocky bank where your face lay cold.
Your breath is shallow, just as where you lay, and your heart is deep, but dark as the end of day.
You look up to see a smiling face reaching to help.
You knock it away and steady yourself.
The smile surrenders as you dry off.
You squish with each step.
Swimming with your shoes on leaves your feet pruned and unkempt.

And now you're alone, with everyone around.
you take your shoes off and feel the damp ground.
Perception of time slowly sinks in.
You are not living but alive, not pale but rosy red skin.
feeling flood in, but are they welcome yet?
You cope with the pain, and curse the sight of joy.
Which one is harder, swimming with your shoes on or being their toy?
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