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Feb 2015 · 1.7k
Whistle
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The music in the library was you,
My saving symphony, a silent movie,
That Jason Reeves song which
Never fails to wow me,
A whisper,
     A ***** whisper,
The ancient sound of a page's
Turning, a bell-ringing
From the ***** icecream vendors
Of my humble Homeland,
Or the comfy sound
      Of an oven-toaster.

I was enchanted
     To meet you.

Had you not come to me, love-ling,
And fling the old cobwebs away
From the bore of a book called
Moby ****
     Which my life was,
Then all the dust of the Earth,
Of the shelf, of my flesh
Would have gathered
In me, burying the papyrus,
The scroll, a fragility—
     My heart,
          My ever-lost.

Time ticked like a man clambering,
An ambulance, a clocktower
     Pierced through the chest, the soul,
          The spirit.

But your eyes sang, songstress.
My spirit hoped.
Your body leaned,
     Communed.
        
     Your ear
          Touched my ear—
           A melody, a harmony,
               An embrace.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Feb 2015 · 569
The Blue Lady
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Each time you lower
The kisses of life,
You buoy all azure
That there is—
Frantic oceans,
Berries, roses,
Temperamental waters—
Ceaseless savages raptured
Into hissed fragile vapors
Loosing all memory
Of aquatic salt,
Of sad currents,
Of mischievous chlorine,
Looping all ancient time
Accumulated
Into unified forever.

Nothing is as majestic
As the great grand blue-ling
Looted of soul, soul, souls,
It willingly divides, other
Than this, than an epic budding
Of fated love.
There’s nothing as majestic
As we fearfully are.

The torrid torrent
Of quickening
You breathed for me
Has galloped as a white mare
In all lifetimes, salvaging
Our spirits altogether
From the fickle surfs
Of the seas.

Dear, we are puzzling
Archipelagos,
And you submerged us
To a deeper sky
     Of Love.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Edited.
Feb 2015 · 816
No Lemons, No Melon (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Will you let me
Read your scars
     And revise them?*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 620
Don't Nod (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Train Time
Like it's a young elephant,
     Beast of burden!*

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Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 307
The Fault In Meditation
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
If we can finally hear ourselves,
Because we like to talk, would we be
Asking questions or give answers?

I know I've been asked like this before.
And I fear for the answer I might say.

For we listen to the movement,
The current, not water, not time,
Not ever, yet we respond
     Like a ripple.*

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Feb 2015 · 686
Bombard A Drab Mob (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Poetry's for all,
So may it come, too,
     From all.*

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Feb 2015 · 2.8k
Clumsy
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Should the prodigal sphere of daffodil
Finger your hair divine with its powers
And hold a communion of flower to flower,

May my heart flatten like a humble plateau,
So when you smile the smile of the City of Bacolod,
I can clumsily tell you the poem of I love you-s.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
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Feb 2015 · 755
A Drop From The Ocean
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
It's not a scar.
This is love overflowing.
I cannot give it anymore.
You are gone.

This is my life's work,
My genius showing,
My own Black Square, a poem
That won't explain.

This is the eye within my eye,
Or should I say, soul
Breaking through its windows,
This viewer of my heart.

This is the night falling,
The weight of the weightless suns,
The length of my journey,
Pain's pinnacle.

This is my curfew.
I need
     To go home.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
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Feb 2015 · 1.2k
Todd Erases A Red Dot (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
We may have forgotten
Some memories,
     But we cannot
          Unlove.*

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Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 565
On My Way
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
You flirt with me, not my feelings.
My heart knows what it practice full well.
It deceives all including itself—
An ocean, a serpent, a sly moon.

You flirt with me, I think, and my body says so.
My hormones, bubbling to the brim.
I pull your waist and not your hand, your curved
Waist, and you should notice that.

My love does not go where the body goes,
It is spirit. And should you open yours
To me, we will know what it is
To be one, to be omitted to the known world.

If my hands camp over your body,
Know, that it is by our doing,
And it tears my being into pieces,
Exposing itself to a great misery—

Parts of it, in agony, in ecstasy,
Sleeping by the supple, and the subtlety,
Burning with the shadows, weeping
Bitterly over losing me.

But when I love, love, I use my soul,
The stars will attest to that.
If I lie, I lie with the world,
And if I should, it would be poetry,
It would be true.

So wait for me, for I love you.
And I am coming for you,
So wait for me.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
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Feb 2015 · 459
Startled
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
I look deeply at you.
I look at you deeply.
I touch the comet tails.
I witness Arided, Asmidiske
And the blessed Sun of Joshua.
I peel the galaxy off of stars.
I hear the lyric and the moon.
I feel the musings of your heart.
I light the crescents on your chest.
I harbor wolves from the snow.
I write like Neftali Ricardo Reyes Basoalto.
And I become distant, a sigh, a spirit.
I look at you deeply.
I look deeply at you.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
(Arided and Asmidiske are star names.)
Feb 2015 · 3.0k
Simplify
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
To fully understand this is to bridge
The hundred islands of Pangasinan,
Or to darken the sands of Boracay.
I say, let alone the confusion,
The thrill, the beauty,
And let us love terribly, fully,
Crazy, and make sweet follies,
In the simplest way
We could ever know,
Saying,

Love does not ask,
And does not answer.
It only feels.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Looking at her eyes,
Her eyelids must be
     New galaxies.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 491
Overflow
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
My heart has emptied itself into my mind
The same kind of emptiness a leaf has,
Keeping it afloat, and keeping it unfree,
Lying, arrested, on the melancholic mirror,
The teardrops of the foreign gods,

The kind of lonely which has lurked on
Its verdant veins always, always missing their old blood,
Their feet, their seasons, their rootless root wandering,
Wailing, hovering all over the islands and their self-pitying,
Which kept them miserable and sane, sometimes,

As my mind empties itself into my heart,
With all beauty and curse, strength and fragility,
An elixir, the panacea, the venom, the decay,
The memories, the memories, the same thing that
Makes the stars seem shivering while you look at them,
At night, in deep nights, in the course of your sobbing,
When you cannot fully sleep, when a mystic moon
Is but a shard of the sun your spirit was.

This is your pain. This is your mind venting, like eyes,
Like the same eyes that did not look at you
While bidding their goodbyes.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
Feb 2015 · 487
I'm A Pup, Am I? (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
To embrace her
Is to be dandled
     At her lap.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 572
Some Emos (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Pretty color, pretty smile,
I hear your loudest cry
     Inside.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 1.7k
Smart Rams (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Love is like the wind,
So just keep rushing in.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 666
Unimagine
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Here's to folly, to the great valley called love
Which reminded me of forever through imperfections,
Hardships and disappointments, of falling deeply
Into discovery from self-doubt, of reaching freedom,
The bore of a goal like contentment.

Here's to pain, the antithesis of the stars,
Of pretensions and incompletion, the middleground
Between the starts and the endings, the covert catalyst,
The grand surrealist, as we dread to know
The fullness of our sanity, of our souls,
Our fragility, of our very being.

Here's to the machinery, the agitation
Called dreams, the sweet fog of distant memories,
Or the dark smoke of passion sometimes,
Cunning as ever, like a freight train,
Like wind, like havoc, like thypoon,
Oftenly deprived of conclusive destinations.

Here's to art, drama and poetry, the mystics,
The sons and daughters of the grand mystics,
Of philosophy, science and religion, not to mention
History, the grand infidel, and mythology, the fibber.

Answers overwhelm us, test us, and divide us,
They appear when we're most not ready,
Yet the questions keep us sane, ever growing,
Ever sun, ever moon and ever cloud.

Only time will tell and would not,
The old grey, the clear dark, the pale light,
It never learned a language,
It only learned to live, noticed
But never quite understood.
How diaphanous. How vague.

So here's to the confusion, to the uncertainty
Like love always has been.
Here's to us, to our ambitions,
Our possessions, the treasures which speak
Permanence in our hearts.
Here's to the violent, the meek and the indifferent.
Here's to the society and the humanity
That's left in it. Here's to those who hate me.
Here's to our faith and our fate.
Here's to the poems that will never be written again.

Here's to you, my love, my true.
May we stay kind, mad, and human,
Or something more, whatever that means,
Despite the opposition, and deception and progression.
So here's to the Universe.
Here's to the grand riddler called existence.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Longer than the usual.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
A fleet of ten
Reached ten
Peninsulas,
Then came
Love.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 746
Statuary
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
My scars did not lose her, my hurting did
And did not. I did it, maybe, maybe not,
Like losing that one breath over the essence
Of a weak-willed wind, kissing the sad waters.
I did it, like time wasted over saving precious time, like
One of two great doubts has finally believed
In the other, becoming a painful truth,
A shadow, a light, a boat, an anchor, a clocktower,
Like I fully understood a green-colored sun
In a coloring book. But what does it matter?
What veil could hide the melancholic moon
Forever? I love her, like I did, like truly now,
But did not, like her absence anchors me to sanity,
Like missing her was to teach the stars of something,
Something like geography or mythology, like hazards
Buoy me to the chronic pain of safety, like to free-fall,
Quickly, as lightning or the peregrin. I loved her,
Like failing to whistle with *******, like
Reinventing Miro's Blue Star at a canvas, over and over,
And bungle at it. I love her, like it means to love her now, like
The urgency of loving me when I cannot love myself,
And she did. She did. I love her, I know,
I only know, because I never did.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Love itself is immortality,
Panacea, the key
     To true death.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 455
Dumb Mud (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Swallow me, Earth.
Swallow me slow.
     Just swallow me, Pride.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
My tongue does not hurt
In darkness.
     It makes love.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
This is all, everything,
Our love—
     A string...
          ...of ellipses.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 1.4k
Emu Love Volume (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The way she stares—
The line between attraction
     And seduction.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Someday, all deaf ears
Will listen
     To the mute poet.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 422
Dammit, I'm Mad! (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The Mountains of Sagada
Know pain
     More than we do.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 2.2k
Strap On No Parts (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Know, I will hug you,
Though you cross those arms.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 287
Seven Eves (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The science of stars
Fell deeper
     Within her heart's religion.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
The dichotomy, the desire of both—
To relive
     And to forget.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 1.1k
Avid Diva (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Everytime you read my poems,
You also sing
     With me.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Love is setting
Both your feelings
     And a person free.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 629
Maps, DNA And Spam (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Seven Continents,
Too much humans,
     Too much humanity.*

We're misinformed.

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
I'm speechless.
I am poetry
     When I look at you.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 950
Amen Icy Cinema (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Melt Antarctica,
Flood over these islands!
     Take me to her!*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 816
Nurses, Run! (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Love is after the dead,
And they will soon rise.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 394
Dr. Awkward (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
I palpate with words
As often
     As with my hands.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Peace, make way to me.
I empty me
     Of poetry.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 357
So Many Dynamos! (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Explore the outer space,
Like poets
     Are not yet there.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
My poems attest
That I lived
     As I
          For them.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Love is the only struggle
We truly want
     To face.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Get me a dictionary.
Poetry
     Is sorcery to me
          Sometimes.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Sadness cannot withstand
A godly array
     Of poetry
          Called Love.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 462
Bird Rib (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
What a classic tragedy!
A small fragility
     Covered by fragilities.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
A lioness and a *****
Were kissing,
     Madly,
          Over me.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 444
To Idiot (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
I'm making sense
Out of palindromes.
     I am no better.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 511
Do Offer Ref Food (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
We are too young,
Yet too old
     To be original.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Feb 2015 · 364
Never Odd Or Even (10W)
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
How many stars...
...are out there?

......

Exactly.
     We don't know.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
May death do us good,
Before and after
     Our immortality.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
Jeffrey Pua Feb 2015
Her championship kiss, too,
Will empty me, exclusively,
     To poverty.*

© 2015 J.S.P.
Draft. Making sense out of palindromes.
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