Respectful
Forgiving,
Understanding,
Joyful,
Uplifting,
Selfless,­
Considerate
Appreciative,
Priceless
Forever.

The clock strikes three
No place I'd rather be
Allow me to say something
It's heartbreaking to see
What we've created is gone
Now, we're moving on
I'm tattered and torn
Before my heart is reborn

In no way am I ready
for the bluster of winter
the deep freeze
and the ceasing of all things
green and growing

In no way am I prepared
for endless days of cold
the chill inside my house
and the greyness of the skies
for months on end

In no way am I ready
and yet
undaunted in the end
I am unwilling
to give up

Trembling on the surface..
That does not compare whats happening inside.
A constant war trying to get well.
No one likes you
Your lying their my friends
Thats what they want you to think
I try to ignore its cruel words but its stuck in my head.
Stick and stones they said, The world is fun they said.
I'm psychologically messed up.
I don't have a cast but i promise I'm hurting.

my eyes are tired of crying