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Joyah Nov 2015
Red
How do I unlove you?
How do I tell myself to stop imagining a future with you?
How do I make myself see reason and not cling to the ghost of a former you?
How?
Tell me now.
I beg you.
I want to know.
I need to know.
So I can finally let these feelings go.
Joyah Nov 2015
And if goodbye is in the wind,


I would rather suffocate.
Joyah Nov 2015
The lover in me
Seeks the lover in you.

How wonderful it must be
To be loved by you.
Joyah Nov 2015
In my silence you found PEACE,

In your silence I found DEMISE.
Joyah Nov 2015
If tomorrow
means goodbye

Can we say hello
today one last time?
Joyah Nov 2015
Hell, isn't it?
Your insides yearning to flee.
Don't give me that look, you ****!
You deluded yourself, not me.

Didn't I warn you?
Didn't I tell you to stop?
But you said you could handle it.
You said you'll never tap.

But why is this house now empty?
Where did the warmth go?
I told you it will never be easy.
But you opted to start the show.

Now you left me with nothing.
As you ran yourself to hide.
You just proved again what a fool I am.
For trusting you sublime.
Joyah Nov 2015
Forgive me my Little One
That you have to see and endure this crunch
I know you long for your old man
But he chose to leave and will never have the chance.

My heart aches when you look for him
You’re way too young to understand his whim
But know that I’ll never leave your side
However things turn out on the other side.
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