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As ever, forever lasts until our eyes close.
sometimes I blink just to fool it.

sometimes I sit to watch trees grow
pointless is something I know,
but mostly,
I pace up and down in my old
dressing gown and wonder
where did the time go.
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Gem Palomar
The glamour,
the lights and flashes,
the gold and the silver,
I call it home.

Crowds filling the seats,
then the shushing,
then the quiet,
and it starts.

They watch and follow,
little prying eyes,
where your feet goes,
where your fingers glide.

After all,
I'm a performer,
and this is the stage
that I call home.

But who stays
after the velvet curtain call.
When the show is done,
who remembers?

And what is remembered?
Aside from the weary bones,
broken ribs,
and flailing arms.

Who stays?
To sit on the red seats,
in the dark,
to watch a wretched performer?
for the enneagram type 3 - actor and performer
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Gem Palomar
To the rainwashed man,
no sun nor daylight came,
but Scarlet appeared
in red lips and red locks.

An angel in the fire
with heaven in her eyes,
an ethereal sight
that made him alive.

And she became his.
His gold sunlit dancer,
the fire in his *****,
the every ache of his heart
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Gem Palomar
I know you practice your li[n]es,
you say, "make-up is not my thing,"
but put on layers of yellow paint
to hide the grays and blacks.

Oh how good you are,
how good of a liar you are,
to convince you and me,
that you are fine.

But sister, do you understand?
We are made of the same blood.
You will not hide from me,
no more running.

You can come undone to me,
and if you let me (please let me),
I'll be the one who'll hold off the rope,
help you become unbound.

Sister, I am here,
you can escape with me.
And I'll wait for that sunny Sunday morning,
when you're ready to be happy.
to my friends and the beautiful sisterhood that we have created
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Gem Palomar
I feel death being so close,
and yet I feel nothing.
Just mere, pure, and plain
nothingness.

I never thought that
I would wish it was death
that I felt and touched,
instead of nothingness.
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Kora Sani
i always felt
like i was lost
in a field of wildflowers
-
-
i could be plucked out
at any time
and things would still remain
beautiful
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Carlyy
Never ending,
continuously reminding,
unpausing,
haunting.
My grief.

A cliff where my love hangs on a thread,
clouded behind this smile,
this laugh.
Care to look closer?
My grief.

Growing,
Flaring,
Exploding,
My grief.

Dwindling,
Deflating,
Flattening,
My grief.

Strengthening,
Time consuming,
Soul-*******,
Depressing,
Enlightening,
My grief.
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Omokeyede
I'm a bird.
Despite the wind, I will fly.

I'm a star.
Despite the reign of the moon, I will shine.

I'm a seed.
Despite being buried, I will bloom.

I'm a ship.
Despite the rogue waves, I will sail.

I'm an ocean.
Despite the pollution, I will flow.

I'm a polar bear in the arctic.
Despite the temperature, I will survive.

I'm a Lucifer (Not the devil).
Despite the darkness of the world, I bring light.

I'm a cymbal.
Despite being beaten hard, I emit beautiful sounds.

I'm a fine vintage wine.
Despite aging, I will never go sour.

I'm a petal.
Despite producing scents to allure pollinators, I do repel undesirable pollinators.

I'm a Lion.
Despite the size of an Elephant, I'm the king.

I'm a Phoenix.
Despite being burned, I will rise and live on.

I'm an Oracle.
Despite the obstacles, I will reach the pinnacle.

I am Omokeyede.
Despite the evils of the world, I choose peace and love.
Know your purpose.
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Omokeyede
Sometimes there are so many simple solutions to a problem, but your anxious state of mind prevents you from seeing them.

Take a seat, relax your head, and alter your thinking and perspective.

There's nothing wrong with you; it's simply a phase in your life.

Don't let current happenings make you feel less than who you are and what you are intended to be.

Nobody has life figured out yet; everyone is simply fighting their own battles.

Don't just be downcast and beat yourself up all the time; it will only cause more harm than good.

You deserve to be happy.

Every day of your life, live as though you had everything.

While you anticipate and wait for the big triumph, celebrate your tiny victories.

And, thank God, it could have been far worse.
 Nov 2021 jdmaraccini
Maddy
Writing helps but not the only answer
Depression is a medical issue
It requires patience and professional help
Not medication BUT SOMETIMES IN TANDEM WITH OTHER THINGS
Sometimes ADMITTING THE ISSUE STARTS THE BALL ROLLING
Your inner child will need to speak with you
Take care of yourself and seek the help you need
Asking those who have been there is not the solution to your situation
It is only a guide
With help you will find
Hopefully yourself as well

C@rainbowchaser2021
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