Jay Lewis

Jay Lewis Jan 7

At 10 past 5
You waved goodbye
To your old life
Saying; “I’ll see you all on the other side”.

You saw your son
For the first time
In over a decade
I swear you both must have cheered and cried.

And with his arms open wide your son was singing; “Dad what took you so long?”

#love #life #family #bereavement #loss

Jay Lewis Dec 2024

Short but sweet.

Your smile lights up a room.
When you laugh,
I feel I’ve been cured of all my wounds.

You make me feel protected.
You make me feel loved.

#love #husband #happy #family

Jay Lewis Dec 2024

Loving you

I wish I could tell you,
How much you mean to me.
When I try to write about my feelings,
They simply escape me.

#love #happy #hopeful #family

Jay Lewis Dec 2024

Pushover.

You dim the light of others,
just so you can shine.

Does it make you feel good smirking
when you hear them cry?

You take our kindness for granted
and we’d help you every time.

One day you might fall over
as we won’t be your shoulder to cry on this time.

#toxic #family #friendship #moving #forward

Jay Lewis Dec 2024

Toxic.

I watch your stories,
I see you guys,
Together somewhere,
I hope that it’s nice.

Sometimes I wish I was there with you too,
But if you wanted me there you would have invited me too.

You never bother, so why should I?
You make me question, am I a bad guy?
You make me feel so alone.
As I walk away I whisper,
“I’d be better off on my own”.

#toxic #family #friendship #better #off

Jay Lewis Jul 2019

what could have been.

Every night,
Before I dream,
I wonder what our lives could have been.

#past #reflect #memories #live #on

Jay Lewis May 2019

Hurt.

Filling up the ashtray,
Mascara running down my face,
Already on my third glass,
Can't believe you'd do that.
To me.

#hurt #wronged #relationship #over #now #tears #sadness #crying #sad