I miss the colors of your hair,
The orange light above your bed.
Tightly nestled to your breast
I sleep the years away.

The three weeks led by Sweetest Day,
Your lips, our legs, the mood,
Every inch of skin we trysted
So delectable and smooth.

We ordered in, you dined, I ate;
My teeth nibbling on your hips.
Nothing's  more my favorite than
When you're throttling the head.

Three weeks we laid supine all day,
Often rearranging the load.
You watched Chicago Real World,
While I suckled on your toes.

That famous beast, they call desire,
Rippled through your veins.
You let out a little squeak
And a drop of blood when you came.

I can't forgo you for this long.
I miss my beautiful little lamb
I never would have guessed,
That a ****** would want a one night stand.

I crave for your flesh
I crave for your scent
I crave for the warmth of your body

I want to feel you
I want to taste your soul
I want you to taste mine too

Let me hold you
Let me kiss you
Let me love you

On her way home, Mama saw a man Stranded, standing on a corner of the road
There was something about his eyes
She thought she saw "home" in them

"So get in the car."
She said "I know a bar
Thats not very far from here."
She opened the door, Barefoot
He fell in, and she let him.

He asked her why she picked him up
So carelessly and unreluctant  

A few nights in a hotel
A few days on the road
When she remembers,
A quick phone call to home

She says that I'll understand when I'm older
The lengths she would go to for someone to hold her

But in the end,
He was just like him
Spitting image
Incarnate

Left her
With scars on her body
Drove off
With her car

Still, I cannot look her in the eyes
To say I told her so
My Mama loved so many men,
On her way home

Sometimes I wonder as I look up at the sky
Am I just clueless or is the world just changing way too fast
leaving me behind
making it hard for me to catch up
sooner or later everything I once use to know
might not be gone but changed in way that will never be the same
as I am sure things can't just vanish into thin air but change into another form
if its a spirit maybe go into another realm
beauty never lasts forever as the world is slowly dying
dying just like you and I
I'll keep wondering as I look up at the sky
*wondering about infinity
its beauties begining
my beauties ending
our everlasting  
you and I and the world's after story

I hate him
But I do not take away his strengths
Instead I give him mine
The kindness transforms
Adds luck and flows
For more return
But treasures scorn
The truth would be
Love died at sea