J Valle

J Valle Oct 2015

Look at the clouds
Swimming in the deep blue
Of the sky
And I'm [not] thinking of you.

Hear the birds
Singing their lungs out
Preaching their love to the morning
And I'm [not] crying.

Feel the warm of the sun
How it ignites your skin
With the heat of the universe's stars
And I'm [not] ready to start.

Gaze over
To the boy sitting alone
Who is [not] in denial.

#love #heartbreak #broken #alone #cry #you #missing #over #start

J Valle Oct 2015

Amateur.

I'm nothing
But a young beginner
And a proud believer.

I'm choking with
All of this shocking
Dumb illusions.

Of a future
Filled with surreal
Features.

Seeking the comfort
Of your voice
In the memory
Of the empty bottle.

I'm left with
My short knowledge of life
And my well known love
For someone else's lover.

An amateur in love
Too expert in heartbreak.

#love #short #broken #sad #alone #amateur #begin

J Valle Oct 2015

Silent

There is a silence
That hides under the table
As we speak.

There is a silence
Hidden between every word
We fail to say.

There is a silence
Embroided in the words
We shouldn't say.

There is a silence
That crashes with every blink
As I cry.

There is a final silence
When you get up and leave.

#love #heartbreak #broken #sad #alone

J Valle Oct 2015

Selective Memory.

I keep waking up. In the middle of the night, with your name on my lips, the feeling of your lips on my skin. I keep dreaming of you just to wake up alone, longing for the night just as much as I longed for you. I keep thinking about how I'll tell you about my day when I finally see you, hoping to see how your eyes lighten up when you talk about your day, worshipping your smile and everything you do.

I keep thinking one day you'll finally come back.

I keep forgeting you left without saying goodbye.

#love #heartbreak #broken #sad #alone #goodbye #left #out #cheat

J Valle Oct 2015

Un/chosen.

One will taste happiness,
Your lip's softness
And that final exhale
You give at the end
Of every kiss.

The other will taste sorrow,
Your silence's pain
And that final glance
You give
Right before you leave.

One will feel your skin,
The beating of your heart
And the smile
You make
Between kisses.

The other will feel pain,
Your absence
And the sound
Of your voice
Saying goodbye as you leave.

He will be blessed
I will be cursed
He will walk between clouds
I will walk among devils

He will be chosen
I won't be anything.

#love #heartbreak #broken #sad #alone #replaced #cheat #choices

J Valle Sep 2015

Tears.

What are this tears
running down my face
doing?
Who let them escape?
Who let them exist?
What is their point?
Their salt only sours my soul
And their warm mocks,
To the cold of my heart.
Who said tears
could do you well?
What's the good
In feeling so small?
It feels like I'm melting
I'm so sick of it
Who would've thought
You would do me so wrong?

#love #broken #sad #alone #tears #cry

J Valle Sep 2015

Teenage Years

We'll smile for the camera
Smile for the picture,
Then why won't we smile
When we see our reflection?
We'll held our cups up
And scream 'cheers' together
But we are not cheering,
We are actually trying
To clear up our conscience.
We'll discuss about ***
Like we are the masters
But the truth is,
We are still not over
Our last ex.
We act so precocious
To start the next stage
But we are not conscious yet
To leave this stage.
We should stop expecting
To do what we see
We are still on time
To change
What others will see.

#love #broken #life #future #*** #nostalgia #years #age #teenage #stucked