do
I
still
call
her
friend
while
I
love
her

If only water
Could cure my thirst
I would gladly
Drink an ocean
And if I could spell all
In my words
My voice wouldn't be
So frozen
I wish there was
No me at all
But now I am here
Witnessing another fall
And it's hard not to think
Of All the leaves I've lost
Now my body stands naked
And burnt
In a winters call
Wish I could speak
And paint you a spring
All the colours I've tasted
And the seasons they bring
Eventually fading to black
Into the unknown
But I know
These memories won't
Leave me alone
And I know
I can't go back
To the nothingness
From which I was born
Because now I know
What life is.