I'm afraid
I ain't strong enough yet
to trust
to love again
its been a struggle
fighting everyone, everything
every memory associated with you
the touch of your skin
the colour of your eye
the warmth of your hug
I'm afraid
but i hope this dosen't last long

I can never forget us

I knew we weren't forever

but that didn't minimize our love for each other

now that we aren't us anymore

a part of me is lost forevermore



I can never forget us

the pain you inflicted on me

all those joyous moments

that made me smile

now that i think of them

it makes me cry

but now i know that

we were never meant for each other

and you will never be mine anymore



I can never forget us

no matter how hard i try

you and you only have stolen my heart

with that devilish smile of yours

which made me laugh and cry



I can never forget us

the sun rises and sets

but without you

my sun doesn't shine anymore

now that i have lost you forever

you and me can never be us....

anymore....



I can never forget us



like pages are attached to pages

like alphabets together make words

you and you only complete me

without you I am no longer complete

and without love

this world isn't beautiful anymore



I can never forget us













I can never forget us

I knew we weren't forever

but that didn't minimize our love for each other

now that we aren't us anymore

a part of me is lost forevermore



I can never forget us

the pain you inflicted on me

all those joyous moments

that made me smile

now that i think of them

it makes me cry

but now i know that

we were never meant for each other

and you will never be mine anymore



I can never forget us

no matter how hard i try

you and you only have stolen my heart

with that devilish smile of yours

which made me laugh and cry



I can never forget us

the sun rises and sets

but without you

my sun doesn't shine anymore

now that i have lost you forever

you and me can never be us....

anymore....



I can never forget us



like pages are attached to pages

like alphabets together make words

you and you only complete me

without you I am no longer complete

and without love

this world isn't beautiful anymore



I can never forget us

he is deaf

for he couldn't hear her song

he is blind

for he couldn't see her love

he was dumb

for when he realised that he loved her

he couldn't tell her how he felt



now it's too late

she has flown away,

far away to another tree

to sing to and love another

she was

the bright morning sky

she was

the sun shining bright

she was

the sky up high

like unfathomable light

she was

like a star

too far away to reach

she was me

and i used to be her

a rebellion is my love for you

forsaken and opposed by many

still somehow i feel its lost

my heart says one thing and my brain another

this constant rebellion may go on forever

and stop mabey never

at the end of the day its for us to decide

whether to give in or to turn out to be a rebel

and fight till the last breath

it may prove destructive for us

but all is fair in love and war

and love has no boundaries

not now not ever

i feel that you are the one for me

it may be opposed by my family

and many more

but my love is mine forever

my breath is the promise

and my soul the witness

it may not be the same for you

yet it is a rebellion

a rebellion against the world

you and me are the rebels

the odd ones out

we can either choose to stick together

or give in and fail....

Why do this
Why leave me
When you knew my pain
Why give me false hope
When I was hopeless
Why  give me my smile back
When I was submerged in darkness
If  "all you wanted was,
To break me "
I'm a girl
Not a toy
I'm a being
All I need is love
Laughter, friendship
And you
I have hope
I have a life
Let me live
Alone if necessary
But don't destroy me
break me further
For I am a hurt bird
A lover ,a friend
I am life
Who is caged
Free me oh love
But don't break
me further
All I ask for is mercy
Have mercy ....

Tragedy stricken patient is he
My so called lover is he
He lives in fear
Of losing love
A broken hearted person is he

He is as hurt as a soul can be
And yet my comforter is he
He lives everyday in fear
Yet my happiness is he

He is afraid of commitment
He is afraid of life
He fears of what may come
Later in life

He is afraid to lose out again
Yet I'm a patient
And my medicine is he

He is not the one I long for
Yet my support is he
Why all this pain
What is his pain worth

Tell me what this is
Tell me what I should name this relationship

Tell me
Tell me oh destiny

My romeo will be the one
Who my heart wishes for
Who loves me for
He will be the one
My heart belongs to

My romeo will be the one
Whose one touch will melt my heart
As rich as honey
As sweet as dew
As protective as an eagle
Will be his love for me

My romeo will be the one
In whom I will abide
The missing puzzle piece
My hearts desire
A piece that  seems lost
Will be complete in him

My romeo...

My lover will be
honey and I his taste
He will be the leaf
And I the dew drop
He will be the sky
And I the cloud
He will be the trumpet
And I his song
He will be a traveller
And I his destination
He will be the body
And I his soul

Because without
Each other we will remain forever
Incomplete
For I in him and he in me
Shall abide
We will complete each other
And thus love shall prevail
Forever...

his insensitivity
startles me
his empty eyes
scare me
his every laboured breath
pulls me deeper
into the clasp of despair
and hell
because somewhere
i know
that it is I who is to
be blamed
for turning him
into the animal
he is today!

they say eyes are the portal

to ones soul

now i see it is true

i look into your eyes and see grief

grief beyond compare

like something important is missing in them

your eyes say a hidden truth

they seem to call out for help

and justify themselves

they look into my eyes for hope

then i think to myself

will i be able to relieve them of pain

will i be able to restore happiness

then my heart answers  to this question

yes, the answer lies in the effect of true love

the ultimate healer

the ultimate peace ....

i then look into your eyes

and say that i love you  

cause i believe in you

and i believe that in love

one finds healing

and with love i call out to you .....

Forbidden love
As crazy as it may seem
It's the truth
For many who dream
Love is forbidden
For true hearts alone
Who fear
The society,religion
And people alone
They are bound by
Cultures and torn by
Religion but think of it
This way does this really
Matter when in love ?
Bound by chains am I
Forbidden by millions
Is my love
But it would it matter
If we truly believe
That true love is priceless
We often teach children
To love one and other
But do we tell them
As to which kind of person to love
White, dark or any other ?
Poor ,rich or the simple ?
Forbidden by shades of colour
Forbidden by wealth
And pieces of paper
Forbidden to love one and other
It this Why we often
Are scared to fall in love ?

Oh love are we so blind
That we cannot truly
Know your worth
We underestimate
You and cut you down
For mere pleasure
Is this why you fail to give
The truth of love
To one and all?

we're both

ailing planets

he like me and

me like him

brought together

by the same cause

that broke us both ....

Dear beautiful,
please don't cry
stop looking for beauty
in someone else's eyes
remember you'll always be
beautiful to my eyes
for you're beautiful on the inside
which can't be found or seen
in a blind man's eye....

so much love
but its never enough
so much trust
but then in vain
so much to loose
but little to gain
so much pain
but it all goes down the drain
because for you
its all a game!
oh! such a shame!

When the sun sets
A fear takes over me
A fear of night
A fear of dreams

I wake up screaming
As though I am tearing
into a thousand tiny glass pieces
My fear overpowers me

Dreams haunt me
Memories **** me
What have you done to me
I never seem to know

Once the sun sets
I become a child
A child scared of darkness
A child full of fear

I feel like screaming
In middle of the night
I feel like hiding
Away somewhere
Away from the grasp of dreams

Your love haunts me
Your face breaks me
Your smile melts me
And your promises allure me

I'm a child save me
I'm a victim ,comfort me
I'm broken, know me
I'm fearful, give me hope
Do not ever
hurt me
I'm like glass
Do not shatter me
Anymore.....

Locked up in the
Pits of darkness
I often wonder what the
Stars would be like

Sitting here in utter darkness
I can only imagine
The night sky

From the glimpses
Of my forgotten life
It's only the stars
That I long for the most

They twinkle in the night sky
Calling out to me

Hear me oh friend
Through you
My wish will come true

When you escape this darkness
And enter the light
For I never can
Would you say hello
To the stars for me !

like sunrise he entered my days
filled them with brilliance and a lot to praise
as time passed by
he faded away
like the sunset does
he took all the brightness away