I stared at my hands for 3 hours today
trying to remember what it was like to hold you
but all I could think about,
was that I wouldn't be able to do it again

-hh

"you didn't do anything to deserve this."
"then why are you leaving..."
"because I don't deserve to be loved by you. it's not fair to the person that's supposed to be."

-hh

I dream of stars that burn like the fire in my soul and I yearn for the cool, green grass to calm my restless mind.



... and there I stayed
Buried in the field of daisies
because freedom
isn't always worth the fight



what a sad world it can be when somebody has stolen you and run off into the night.




It pains me to see that you can stand tall, when I can't stand at all..

I feel ***** because of what you did to me
and no matter how many times I clean myself.
The image of your hands on my body
Never seems to fade away...

And you let her go,
You had too...
Because she was freedom
And you were just
another cage...

I don't fear the monsters
That lurk in the shadows
I fear the ones
That are already
in my head

-hh