You know that feeling
Where you just wanna crumple up
and die in a hole
That feeling inside you that just eats you up
and swallows you whole

Was it what I said?
Well, it wasn't my intention
Came out wrong, I dont even wanna mention
People make mistakes even the ones we love
But making them is something I'm really tired of

It feels like I'm hanging on a piece of thread
Because some things are better left unsaid

The snow is white, very bright
As bright as the clouds
Very soft, very cold
Very very very old

Snow is white, such a sight
So very bright and so very soft
Beautiful and filled with ice
Very very very cold

Clouds are white and fluffy
Very bright and very soft
Round, rabbits, elephants, shapes
Very very very old

I heard your name in her voice today
I saw your hair sweep corners of my face as you moved your way down my neck inching closer to every insecurity I could possibly lay out for you at once
I see your freckles dance on every other porcelain face I've ever had the pleasure to meet a little piece of you in
I drown in every ocean I go near just to spit your name out and cough up every I love you I've ever heard like its poison on the tip of my tongue
I heard your name in her voice today and I kissed every reminder of you off of her and on to me as if that could bring you back