I’ll be your April if you’ll be my May
Where I end you begin

This spring will wipe out all winter rot
And maybe we can start again

when you love them so much
that you see the future in their eyes
and in the future you see a forever
with them

when you love them so much
that you want to drink
from their cup
so you can taste their lips

when you love them so much
that you want them
to eat before you do
because filling them fills you

when you love them so much
that every moment spent
without them
is like missing a limb

when you love them so much
that you fear
that one day you'll lose them
to fate or to life

when you love them so much
that their happiness
is the only thing
that makes you happy

when you love someone so much

how can you leave them
somewhere
in the middle of
life & death

three years
and now apart
in this month of this year

praying & fasting
together for one another
I'd complete your missed

the month you left
and the month I came home
only to live a little more
with you

and that Eid that followed
the Eid that always followed
lets not talk about it
or how we matched our colors
except for when you wore yellow

the nights were always
longer than the days for me
but the days stretched
for you

lets **** the days waiting for dusk
lets **** the nights waiting for dawn

I left you whilst still in love
because you didn't want to walk
you wanted to run
to your dreams
and you felt you couldn't run
and love at the same time
you only wanted to love yourself
because you couldn't afford to love me
and so I let you fly

you left me whilst still in love
asking for our old photographs & memories
and telling me you love me (liar)
and that your heart longs for me
but your mind doesn't want me
because you can't want me from afar
you didn't want to hurt me
but you said you had no choice
and so you let me die

I love you but
I really wish I could but
I miss you but
I do care but
I didn’t want to hurt you but

All the buts you’ve ever said
Will turn to all the things
You’ll regret when you’re old and dying