Enola Cabrera

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Jealous

Jagged is what I became after hearing the way you talked about her
Envisioning you caressing her peachy skin
Applying my visions to thoughts made my stomach churn
Lust became my weakness
Obsessed with the sight of your eyes looking into my soul, I was
Unsatisfied with our situation, I began to scream, as a
Savage rage started to build, growing higher and higher

-EC

#lust #scream #skin #weakness #rage #savage #caressing #obsesses

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Watching

I vanished into a sleeping state
Possessing recurring dreams
Nightmares
Containing viscous killings, ****** deaths, and savage murders
But my worst and most frightening dream was watching,
Our love story again from the first "hi"

-EC

#love #dreams #nightmares #watching #vanished

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Real

The feeling of being unwanted was unbearable
No one noticed my presence
It was as if I didn't exist
So I took the time to try and make what they noticed real

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Attempt

I put a smile on my face
In attempt of hiding my mental race
Assuring people I will be fine
Feeding them with every false line
They expect me to let them in again
Figuring their tears in me were amend

I realized its time to start thinking about me
And leave my home under the level of the sea

#me #sea #attempt #again #amend

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Bestfriend

As I grow up I will face many challenges in my road
I will forget who I am, have my first heartbreak, and lose some friends
That road seems rough and I know I will have a hard time crossing it
But I'm thankful I have a beautiful, strong, courageous and independent Mother
To help me get through my battles
To help me get through life not only as my mother,
But as my best friend

For my wonderful mother who I love with all my heart

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Turns

Driving for miles on end
One Right Turn
Watching my past become more distant and start to resolve into a evanesce
Two Right Turns
Considering my fate, avoiding old ways
Three Right Turns
Regrets turning into lessons
Four Right Turns
Making a Circle
Back where I started,
I attempt to make my wrongs, rights

#two #one #three #circle #four #turns

Enola Cabrera May 2016

Screams

Please help me stop these screams
They won't go away
They say they are here to stay

We could be friends

I listen to their demands,
When they tell me to do things
That will have very unfortunate endings

Just do it

I scratch at my head out of frustration
Trying to claw them out
But it resulted in their pout

How dare you!

They raised my hand and clutched a knife
In hopes of taking a life

I expected it to be mine
but they said that would be another time

#time #head #endings #screams #demands #claw