"Babe, you were my last thought in 2014, and now you're my first thought in 2015...
I love you."
That's what I texted you last year, at midnight, on New Years Eve.
You replied with, "Aw, thanks."
It's December 28th, 2015, and I haven't gone a day this year without you on my mind.
I don't think anyone understands what I feel towards you, you especially don't.
I feel like at one point you might have loved me. Now I feel like you tolerate me, but even that can only last for so long.
I've spent a year loving someone who didn't love me back. I've spent a year trying to make things work, with someone who never cared to try. I don't think it was the healthiest year for me. But the thing is, I can't blame anyone for it. It's been my choice, and it always has been. I choose to make this year about you, I choose to put you first, I keep picking you.
Will 2016 be another year of you? I guess it's my choice, let's see what I pick.