In the whispers of my love
In the flapping wings of a dove
In the *** of a child
In the untamed wild
In the lion's roar
In the swinging swords in war
In the scream of the fear
In the laugh of our dear
In the falling drops of rain
In the cry of someone in pain
In the dancing chimes
In the songs and rhymes
In the flow of the breeze
In the dancing leaves of trees
In the light of sun and moon
In the sigh and heartfelt swoon
In the chipping of the birds
In the rhymes waiting to be heard
In the heart and its beat
In the blazing fire's heat
In the lightning's thunder
In everything I wonder
To the earth music belong
Even in the silence, I hear a song
In everywhere I hear the magic
In everywhere I feel the music

The shades of the red
Painted in the sky
Let me know
The end of today is nigh

Soon the dark
Night would befall
Uneasiness restlessness
Gets filled in my soul

But the truth comes
Before my eyes
The mighty time
Always flies

It always goes on
Never stopping is its art
The fear quiets
In my soul and heart

From my mouth
Comes a sigh
From today
I take a goodbye

In the morrow
See you soon
Be on time
Like this night's moon

A new tomorrow
Would begin
Just same as today
Because it's today's twin

Today I'm so happy
Know why
My mom and my dad
Are out this evening
They are eating out
I am all alone
At our home
I can do whatever i want
As much as i want
For as long as i want
But I'm lazy
All I'd do is lay and eat
They should have took me with them
Anyway I'm still happy
It's the first time
They left me alone at home

An hour have passed
Since they left
I'm not getting bored
Before it was fun
But it's so boring now
Without them
I used to share them
My stories
What i did in day
How me and my friends played
And some of my secret stuff
But now it got boring
And i am feeling so sleepy so quick

I heard two loud bangs
I was asleep already
But those loud bangs woke me up
I thought they were sound of thunder
But there were no clouds above
I was wondering where those bangs came from
But it's first time i heard those
Couldn't figure out
And I'm feeling sleepy again

I woke up at mid night
Again
I am feeling restless
It's so late
Moon is shining above
It's so scary
The closes are above
And lightening falling down
And its really so scary
Before when i used to get up at midnight
My dad or my mom used to
Get up for me and make me sleep again

They haven't come home yet
Why aren't they here
I feel so fearful
I feel so alone
The hooting of owls
The small roars
The buzzing of insects
I can hear it all
My body shivers with each sound
The darkness is taming me
I'm so afraid
Please come back mom and dad

And they never came................

People lose hope to the fact of being let down or failure
But you can't expect to progress without failure.
See failure is something we need to experience
We need to fall to pick ourself back up.
We need to struggle to motivate us to do better.
Though we may not like hitting rock bottom or fighting the battle to strive everyday but it's our thrive.
We crave success and reaching to the top.
Most of us crave power.
But when we reach to the top we sometime lose ourself, change the person we are, become a monstor.
So is that what it's like?
After going through all the rough steps, from the speed bumps to the mountains to reach the top just to become someone we're not for money, fame or publicity?
Having all this power and dragging down everyone to your liking, being disgusting all because of this power you have.
After having people stick by your side encouraging you and you promising those that you'll make it better for them and change the world but instead change yourself.
How can we progress and trust when we can't even trust ourselves?

-dpk

Love?
Is that the reason we torture ourselves to go down pathways we know will fracture us?
Giving our all, losing ourself for someone more infactuated in lust.
Damaging that little thing we need for survival just to feel some sort of love,
To keep us going because we know it's so tough.
It's so hard picking up the pieces from the last heartbreak so the other that comes along just fills the gap not putting it back together.
See I don't believe in forever.
Carrying burden from the past, dealing with issues in the present.
All I wanted was someone to make this hell feel like heaven.
To be there for me and help but most importantly to love me.
Is this why I rather hurt myself then to cut off the negative relations?
Cous i'm aiming for a connection when all i'm getting are tingly sensations.
Running through mud stuck in the same position,  why don't I just listen?
even roses hurt you with their thorns,
sadly nobodly likes to write their wrongs.
Your voice playing in my head like a favorite song,
Your smile helped me go on for so long,
Your touch intensify my impulses though I know it's wrong.
i'm not hard to love , i guess you're just the one i'm not suppose to have.


-dpk

Keep having this unwanted feeling,
This feeling I outcast that has a healing,
But it’s so much meaning so I allow it to keep raining.
Raining over me like a dark cloud, fighting the voices in my head that’s so loud.
Numb, empty, alone but I contemplate about changing this emotion,
It has so much power over me like a bullet in motion.
Maybe I like the pain because it makes me who I am,
Or maybe I rather run from the truth then to lend myself a helping hand.
Life is a feeling process, you win some and you lose some,
But I want to **** the feelings but it won’t go no matter how much ***.
It’s affecting me like a virus, pounding my heart,
Pretending like everything’s okay when I know this is so hard,
Being put back in the same position repeatedly every time I think I’ve come so far.
I knew this would’ve happen but I just wanted some affection, a little dose of attention, a feel of affirmation.
I wanted a human meditation.
To help mend the struggles, to love me for my flaws, to show me what I don’t see in myself.
I bring too much to the table to always be unappreciated or played with,
Making up scenarios in my head thinking we could’ve been lit.
Life goes on though it was you I wanted wrapped up in my arms,
This is just another alarm, can’t stop singing these stupid love songs,
I tried but I can’t make you write your wrongs.



-dpk