He always had a deep thoughtfulness in his chocolate brown puppy dog eyes
He reacted to everything with this one look where he would squint and his mouth would twist into an asymmetrical skeptical smirk
His straight dark brown hair rested just below his eyebrows and he was always shaking his head slightly to the left to clear his vision
He refused to wear his glasses even though they turned me on so terribly
He color coordinated every outfit like such a pretty little rich boy
He made me feel so insecure yet strive for greatness being the class salutatorian
He was so shy about his guitar maybe because of his brother the famous musical prodigy
He insulted baseball on a regular basis though it was the sport that he loved and played
He slept and never did it was so strange
He proved how much his friends mattered
He came through in everything always
He made me feel like I could not only be something someday but like I was already everything too
Perhaps that's why I made him mine
                                                        my everything.

And just like a lightswitch
Im over it. Over you.

There are as many ways to love
as there are people in this world,
and just as many ways to say
'I love you';

But there is only one way
to be in love -
only one way
to be true.

I just wish you knew
How much you mean to me,
My love, My Murphette.

I just wish you knew
how many hours I spend
Just thinking about you

I just wish you knew
who you are to me
my other half.

I just wish you knew
my past, tortured
and scared am I

I just wish you knew
after the life I have lived
that I still have trust to give

I just wish you knew
That I, your Broken Soldier
will forever fight for you
even when I have to physical need to