rubbing my chin
my mind takes me
takes from me
the ability
to be free
of the ego-maniacal
tyranny
*****-deep
in some fantasy
with some self-absorbed
me
rather live a dream
than be 'woke'
and un-free
unholy
tears of fire
rain down
on me
thanks to those
who came before
and to those
that even the score
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