My mind is already torturous enough
So, get the **** out
Quit messing with my head
An exhausting, hazy fog blurring my vision
Stop dancing about and playing these games
Just leave...
They think that I need you?
You think that I need you?
How amusing, my dear
Everyone has it all wrong
I never let you inside my humble abode
Don’t think for a moment I’ll consider
I reckon for the first time in a while
I am truly sickened
Such foolish actions should come with a cost

"The problem with suicide is that when it becomes an option in your mind, it's always an option."

I have slowly drowned
but with no water in sight,
I try to keep my head above
but im slowly sinking out  of
sight.
  
I struggle, I fight that which
is slowly flowing over me,
Im trying to keep a float,
this is now my hell.
  
I am drowning with no
water in sight, do I give  in
let it take me, or fight and keep
myself  afloat.
  
One day I will learn to swim in
this ocean that is drowning me,
no water  in sight, but for now
I am drowning in despair, I hope
to never give into always fight.

Inner demons stealing our last breath,
With only their loving kiss of death,
The broken warring for survival
Left in a world full of self denial.
Empty souls left unleashed
Upon our fears they simply feast.

I am spinning aimlessly
in this endless universe
it makes me so sick
I am cold

Heart that knows sorrows
beaten and crushed
soul skin thick
I am alone

World of only bleak colors
worn out words
so unkind
I die.

There’s an inner child

Deep inside that it reside

kingdom of heaven

It creates

When we are connected

With this inner child

Playful and joyful

Mysteries and wanderings

Unfolds a new world

Before our sufferings

Age fades it

We suppresses it

But our heart

Can’t deny it

Unexpected and sinful

Makes you behave youthful

We will find a new life

With this inner child

Prankster and trickster

Master of laughter

God’s own devil

Cries to get reveal

Please this child

With game of life

Touch the heart

And feel the sky

Know the life

With the child inside