My arms like vines,
I wrap myself.
White knuckles,
I grip my skin
Like the seat of a shaky airplane.
Holding tightly,
I try to steady trembling
That undulates through me.
The teasing provocation
And amorous taunting
Leaves me wanting today.
But I bite my wrists
To extract my attention
From my cavernous mind
And fix it on the skin about to break.
I'm itching for softness
To cover me like armor
And protect me from the jagged edges
That protrude in me.
I need some sweetness
To quell the bitterness
That saturates my mouth.
Be soft and sweet for me,
I know that you can.
Be tender and warm,
Or leave me to cry.
I'll constrict and wring it out of myself,
If I have to,
In time.