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  Oct 2014 Chris Shantel
Mohd Arshad
Mother!
.            I fumble to write this letter
.                            to you!
mother!
.           ink has frozen within me,
.                            so snow!
mother!
.           the room you left empty for infinite
.                             ****** life!
mother!
.           none is equal to you, O mother,
.                             others fake!
mother!
.           my morsels have turned bland,
.                             water thick!
mother!
.           life is spring at home here and you
.                               its blossoms!
mother!
.           I salute you for your unsurpassed care,
.                                sea-love!
Mother!
.           I will meet you in heaven, O mother,
.                                 my promise!
.
Notes (optional)
Chris Shantel Oct 2014
It's been hell on this earth
Since I fell on this earth

I think I've been cursed
All I do is curse

I'm always thinking
I must be tweaking
I see vision of my mother being beating

My heart is sinking
Like the Titanic ship

From negative relationship
I'm shook
I'm broken

It's rope around neck
I can't breathe, I'm choking
My heart is of made of glass
Its broken

I'm hurting
I'm dying
My soul is crying

Praying my past, pain, and sorrow
Goes away by tomorrow

These feelings I still Harbor
I need to let go
But I can't
I'm Hoarder of past memories and emotions

Of pain and rage
I'm trapped in cage
I'm going insane

This misery and pain
Burns like acid rain

When I was sixteen years old
THE first Girlfriend I ever, left me for another GIRL

It's was like my world started to spin backwards
I was depressed and stress
I just wanted rest
Because my heart was ripped out of my chest

I didn't want to come of out my room
I became a cocoon
Living in a dark tomb

Justin Timberlake
Couldn't cry these rivers

I couldn't face my reflection
I hated myself
I didn't love myself

It came to a point in time,I had to let this point go
Walked passed a mirror and I heard God say

My son you're BEAUTIFUL
YOU CAN LET THE PAST GO
DONT LIVE IN YESTERDAY SORROW
I PROMISE YOU IT WILL BE BETTER DAY TOMORROW

I have broken out of my cocoon
Now I am beautiful butterfly

Now I can fly through the sky
No more tears in my eyes
No more pain in my chest

I'm 26 now I can put this sorrow to rest

By Chris Exton
This is a story about a young boy dealing with his dark past!
  Oct 2014 Chris Shantel
Rupal
Sadness, Pain
is temporary,
always  passes away...

Joy, Happiness
is temporary,
always passes away...

Kindness
is permanent,
people always
remember
an act of kindness...
I think of those people,
time and time again.
I tend to think of those,
who left me with much pain.

They tend to be the people,
that started like a dream,
I used to think they were,
the nicest I have seen.

They brought a lot of laughter,
and smiles and jokes my way.
They were the kind of people,
I really wished would stay.

I got used to their presence,
and I felt more secure,
I slowly let them inside,
I opened up my door.

But it was wishful thinking,
to wish that they would stay,
Because, just like shooting stars,
they passed and flew away.

Leaving behind those memories,
that were not meant to be,
Just like a piece of hot iron,
they left a mark on me.

I don't see them any more,
but if I did, I'd say,
"Thanks for the times you made my day,
by having the right words to say.

"Thanks for genuinely,
pointing out the flaws in me.
Though it was gradually,
you played a part in changing me.  

Perhaps we are not meant to last,
Only to be a memory of the past.
Even though we drifted apart,
you'll always have some place in my heart."
To those who I got close to at some point in time, but have since drifted from.
far
~~~


do not go
far

past pale
mountains
where
shadows lurk

for you
have further
to go
you have more
time
you have more
work

all
have bones
with
cracks and
poison
shards

dying is
easy
grief work
is
HARD

we
press
our faces
to the
rotting
glass

and
only hope
and
wonder if
this too
shall pass

is the
boulder's press
on the
shoulder blade

better
than clotted
earth
from
spades
~?~

but tho
the world
be a
gloss
and
painted black

the
colors
still
GLOW

benieth
shellac

take
the knife
you'd use
in vain
to

faint

scratch
the surface
PEEL
the
PAINT

there's
a
RAINBOW
beneath
dark rust

you can find it
in
lunar
dust

finally
through
all the
shifting sands
of years

you'll find
it was
reflecting

through

your

TEARS




soulsurvivor


~~~­
For all those who grieve.

Though life seems to have
Lost its colors
It is the very waters of grief
That become

PRISMS
///

I see you
You see me
And it is true both we exist

You love me
I love you
And it is true both we exist

One day you saw me
At least one day I also saw you

One day you felt me
At least one day I also felt you

One day I saw your beauty
at least one day you felt that I was in your mind
we felt that we loved each other
even you can believe it
cause still I'm loving you

Yet you never see the god
and me too,
but we both believe in god
The believe,
the most mystic invention on the planet earth ever
yet the gentlemen never can see under the microscope

Too many thoughts in our life
but we can't exceed the thought of death
always we feel a threat of death
when we grew older to oldest
and we carry it till our death

It is true that we see the death
and its pain that we have gained
when someone's closet moves to the past
but we can't lose his existence in our mind
and in the existence of our soul

I see the death,
the mystic beauty rises up to its spiritual height
and I say, it is true that is more than the truth,
the existence of death

Though still we exist on earth
yet we can't see any event that will be happened after death
but most of us believe in after death
there is a life,
the unlimited life
where we both will meet again
either we will exist in heaven or hell
Ah! The ultimate existence

It is true that we all have a fear of death,
the very dear fear,
moves us very near
to the god
the god,
dimensionless-
space less-
existence less-
but an ultimate divine existence of god
so that we believe in spiritual existence of god-

///
@ Musfiq us shaleheen
Existence of life, death, after death and the god that we believe..........
Chris Shantel Oct 2014
You can see a man
With dark chocolate skin
With dark brown eyes
You will see smile
That shines so bright
It will guide through, the darkest nights
I have voice so deep, yet I'm soft spoken
My voice is sweet, It will never leave your heart broken!
My hands are so big, and arms so strong, at times I feel like I can lift up the whole world
I can carry universe on my shoulders
I'm beautiful
I'm unique
I'm the 6'6 giant, with a heart of gold
I'm purest the love, you with ever meet
I'm unstoppable, I can't beat
I'm the unshakable, impenetrable
Unmovable Mountain
I'm leader, I'm warrior,
I'M A KING
I'M A SON OF GOD
I will bend, but never will I ever be broken
When I was broken, I wanted to quit
My mothers LOVE wouldn't allow me to quit
You're fighter son, you're great man, so keep pushing is what she said!
I'am positive
I'am optimistic
I'am brave
I am human
I am man
I have a beautiful soul
This is my story about me
My descriptive picture
A portrait of me.

By Chris Exton
I wanted to give my reading a picture of who I am! I hope you guys enjoy it!
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